[WrongEverything]

Let me just start by saying that I'm a completely different person in public. I know that now. I'm crumbling alone here at home, yet in class I was damn near chipper. I'm just so fake.

It wasn't completely horrible. The teacher seemed in a rush to get out he says his classes usually run short, and he moves quickly. Its a course in digital logic, definitely wish me luck... first chapter blew my mind.

I know the words they're saying but its how they're saying it that utterly confuses me. I just hope I can get through this first chapter alright.

Well done for getting there! I know you have had it tough the last few days. Im super glad you were able to make it to school, and even though you were faking it, you know what they say, fake it til you make it. Goodluck with understanding the chapter

[BlueInanna]

I do the same thing (as best I can) to make it through the work day and in front of my kids. But the stress crumbles me too - then there is somewhere safe to express it alone or with a trusted friend or a support group like here. Has to be released somewhere. Vent here & lean on the friends here for love & understanding. Then I hope to get some rest and be able to do it again tomorrow! Good job tackling that class, just do your best day by day. Sounds like an interesting class. Learning new things usually perks me up. And if it's really complicated, sleeping on it can help wrap your head around the concepts.