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Aug 31, 2013, 02:57 PM
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I'm 40 years old!! I'm not going to make 50 years old!
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Aug 31, 2013, 03:28 PM
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Why do you feel that way ?
****££££ TRIGGER ££££**** I have been feeling like that lately. My only child dying seems to be the straw that broke the camels back. My therapist asked me If I had anything to live for on Thursday. I told her no. This just broke me more when I was barely making it anyway. I have tried every treatment available,nothing is working well enough to give me any quality of life. I am 57 and I doubt I will make it to sixty. Just waiting for God to take me.
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Aug 31, 2013, 05:25 PM
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Aug 31, 2013, 07:46 PM
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I'm 21 and I'm not gonna make it to 30.
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Sep 01, 2013, 02:31 AM
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Are you married? Are you on medication? My father decided he was not going to make it. It was a decision He died (self inflicted) when I was 13 he was 40. I grew up always thinking he did not love me enough , that I was not worth living for. Him dying resulted in me having to move from foster home to foster home through out my high school career. I have major abandonment issues. This was hard on me, i sometimes thought I was not going to make it. I never had a childhood. Your daughter is 9 years old in 9 years you will help her with her prom dress. help her decide which career path to choose. she will need your shoulder to cry on when her boyfriend breaks her heart. Good Luck Lady - I wish you the best
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Sep 01, 2013, 01:57 PM
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I'm recently but very happily separated, very highly medicated with tonns of support, but I can't see a future. Once I'm no longer needed I will have nothing left. And I'm being needed less and less each year.
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Sep 01, 2013, 02:05 PM
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Meds and marriages futures do not make.
Sense of purpose comes from many places. My motto is to look for good omens... if you look carefully enough, openheartedly enough... you will see the light.
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