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...can my body mimic my mind thrash about go completely crazy?
maybe that's where dancing was invented! a controlled psycho-emotional display of grace and chaos... cos humans are typically seen doing stuff all,.... right... until they get the opportunity to choreograph and then it's like a gift for the senses...that's where ballet came from it's like body bipolar!... and any other silent contortion... and these humans designed as such just cannot help themselves but to demonstrate their abilities. what the hell am I on about?...I never know I am not choreographed I have dancing a ballet going on inside my head and I never know when the show is to commence... I have so many moves and none of them are ever practiced... there is no rehearsal for what goes on in my brain but!...I have front row tickets to whatever production will become itself just from me waking up this day... and all the energy I expended in the meantime is suddenly transformed into an alien otherworldly personal frenzy. ...making all the time in between seem like it was someone else's time and not mine...and yet I was there and I'm here too I am everywhere apart from my absence. ...it's mania it's gentle this time. I forgot to remember what I was supposed to miss I remember everything I accidentally forgot to forget... there are no decisions while in my mania...there are only experiences Last edited by Wren_; Sep 02, 2013 at 09:06 AM. Reason: added trigger icon for thread |
![]() pegasus, Phoenix_1, ~Christina
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Trying to imagine you doing ballet? Hmm... not sure about that one but I'm glad you are on the up, rather than on a down. You are a cool dude!
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..and the fists get tight and it means nothing!
and why should it? get ripped in half by the half heart.. go full on and die in disgust ! something should have happened...something should have made sense.. got to hold it together |
![]() pegasus, Phoenix_1, Victoria'smom, ~Christina
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#4
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sometimes somebody needs to be left alone...
like everything has been and everything will be and I just want to be untouched... understanding all things delicate is unfortunate!...mis-understanding everything else? I better hide |
![]() pegasus, Phoenix_1, wadingthruemotions, ~Christina
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what else is there?
to do? come on!! I am tired of depression and sadness!! I want to feel the life in the living things and kill the death thats' trying to kill me!! survival is what I can do!! apart from this dangerous crap that's hurting me... it's our turn to live... and why the hell NOT!! |
![]() BlueInanna, pegasus, wadingthruemotions, ~Christina
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so all death and life arrives at a suicidal contemplation!...
I won't go into detail,,,! why die and why kill and why shame!? I want to hide in my pillows and feel safe... step gently out my bed and put my trust in icecream.... YUM!! I aint so nasty! nobody is |
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can you feel damaged....
too far gone like you can cry anyway but it's too late to have an effect... or we can be crazy? and just watch these things happen? it hurts |
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how ridiculous is it to imagine we know wha'ts going on!!
things are a mystery everything |
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#9
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every effort has gone to waste...
.. and yet!? these idiots want to turn my life into a drama! I blind myself and shake senseless! and move carefully......beyond this ridiculous assumption! and I am not finished... can I burn my life? can I survive on fire? do I Care? ...not really...... nobody can survive this ACDC...... kill me kill you .. shoot me down |
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nite my friends
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you have to no why and what!!
you have to now why you care... I can outlast you I wish it was otherwise ...but we are all the same and yet? you cant do it alone |
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