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Old Sep 19, 2013, 12:46 PM
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WARNING: TRIGGER

Bipolar Hallucidations: Crying. So Mixed Up.

I wrote this last year a day before I went inpatient. I'm so glad I had a blog to save how I was thinking! The next one above is "Down the Rabbit Hole" and onward from there.
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WARNING: TRIGGER

Bipolar Hallucidations: Crying. So Mixed Up.

I wrote this last year a day before I went inpatient. I'm so glad I had a blog to save how I was thinking!
my God Moosey you poor dear thing!

this Ativan sounds bad...

I don't bother reading much but I read you!....

I'm not sure if this med is exactly turning you inside out?....but sometimes they do I have been medically flipped too many times but often enough to come to your rescue....

I need more information

please don't think I am invalidating you....it just sounds to me like your meds are messing with you pretty bad.....I hate to know you hurt
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Old Sep 19, 2013, 01:13 PM
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This was last year when I was hospitalized. If it was any med doing that it was Saphris. Ativan was supposed to help the intrusive thoughts. You can read my hospitalization if you just read the links on the right and go up from there.
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I think I should publish my blog. I wonder if there's enough to publish right now. I've been through mania, depression, hospitalization and mixed and hearing voices a few times. What do you think?
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I think I should publish my blog. I wonder if there's enough to publish right now. I've been through mania, depression, hospitalization and mixed and hearing voices a few times. What do you think?
I care about you Moosey...that's all I got
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Thanks dubblemonkey
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I think I should publish my blog. I wonder if there's enough to publish right now. I've been through mania, depression, hospitalization and mixed and hearing voices a few times. What do you think?
it's not easy honey

getting it all happening like that.

I know too well what it is like....

all I can do is tell you I have arrived on the other side and boy and girl...

makes no difference...

you will be ok Moosey....you have arrived

it still hurts but it is supposed to!....

something so much agony needs to be noticed...

you have arrived Moosey honey

you can rest relax now all the damage has been done...

it's ok Moosey now
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