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Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2008
Location: Manchester, UK
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Ive been through the roughest cycling of hypo/depression this year and my memory is suffered. Long term, I still feel like its May. I have hardly any memory of whats happened or what I have been up to this summer.
This week, when I realised it was friday I got scared. I though we were on Tuesday still. I've literally lost 3/4 days this week. I thought forgetting almost every conversation I engage in was bad, but now I literally feel like my life is dissolving away. Are memory problems this severe a common thing in bipolar disorder? After a bout of depression I have been feeling fine/great the past week and a half but i'm suspecting i'm on the way up this week after irritabiliy/distractibility symptoms, an increase in productivity and the usual visual peripheral hallucinations have been getting worse. I'm just wondering if the worsening in memory is a warning sign. TFR x __________________ ~ HEY! I run a site on mental health called The Manic Years. I'm looking for some brave souls to share their own personal encounters with mental health. Are you up for sharing your story? Please get in touch on themanicyears@gmail.com. Thank you ~ Follow my blog here; http://themanicyears.com Lola Olivia ~ 7/11/11 ~ my reason for breathing Bipolar Affective Disorder type 2 - (2013) 'Borderline traits' Dissociative episodes |
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Member Since Oct 2013
Location: Wisconsin
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I find that when I'm cycling I lose time. I know there are months I've lost and don't remember anything from them but those were also bad months for me. Seems like the more I'm in my own head the more everything else disappears, especially time.
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This sounds very dissociative, which is associated with DID and anxiety. Maybe you should ask in those forums. Sorry I can't help. Good luck.
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Silver Swan
Member Since Jan 2008
Location: USA
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I've had bouts of memory loss- its like water off a duck's back: nothing sticks. I thought it was due to Tomomax as that was a new drug at the time.
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2013
Location: USA
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It sounds potentially dissociative to me as well. Memory issues, though, can occur as the result of anxiety. My understanding as well is that peripheral hallucinations (I assume you're referring to seeing things out of the corner of your eye) can occur as a result of anxiety (a couple of pdocs I've worked with -in my job- have said this). In other words, they are not always hallucinations in the traditional sense.
Is it possible that you're experiencing a great deal of anxiety (also perhaps leading to the irritability and lack of focus)? |
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