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Old Jan 19, 2014, 11:23 PM
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My mind is a monster.

it has taken my family into hostage.

it has tore my friends down.

it has rendered everyone around me helpless.

it has stolen my dignity.

it as robed reality.

I have tried to stop it.

I gave up sharing secrets,

I kept people at a safe distance,

I learned to lie and keep secrets,

I gave my mind up to medication,

I gave my time up to hospitals,

I gave my money to doctors...

I gave up me...

but it still is there, and growing stronger.
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I dream,
I wish,
for a better tomorrow.....
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Old Jan 20, 2014, 01:29 AM
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Your poem sums it up ...
Thanks for this!
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Old Jan 20, 2014, 03:37 AM
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As long as you fight you're strong than it.
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Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+


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Old Jan 20, 2014, 05:37 AM
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Good expression of life with bp there. And good job setting the boundaries, careful with secret over sharing. I've learned that one recently too. Always room to grow & adapt & fight for your right to live how you want. Sometimes giving in leads to figuring out how to fight it.
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