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Jan 22, 2014, 01:32 PM
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Spinning round in magic circles not quit sure which way is up. I feel like Alice. Wonderland that is. Or maybe the Mad Hater. Could I be everything at once our nothing at all? My brain is burning doughnuts of bright florescent red/orange into the flesh of itself. It's spinning round and round. Hearing things. Could I be playing electric guitar in my head? Not rocker but more classical. I'm getting everything done and nothing at the same time. I really want to be artistic but I can't. I'm stuck at my job. Everything is just running too slow for me. I'm irritated by people who are picking at other people. And stupid people too only a few of them to deal with today though. It's a beautiful day. Wish it was a but warmer and I could enjoy outside. I'm taking in circles round and round I go again and again...
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin  |
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Jan 22, 2014, 02:28 PM
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Sounds like me in august. I hope you land safely. I crashed brutally hard, like flames and a giant crater hard. Be safe.
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Jan 22, 2014, 02:41 PM
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Sounds like me when I was manic.
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Jan 23, 2014, 08:56 AM
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So it's going the same. My thoughts however are rolling round is this bipolar or borderline or both? Sometimes my extremes are because of external factors, sometimes they aren't. Sometimes it's non stop rotating as far as emotions go. But sometimes it's not adjustable like now. I've had two people pass away and felt no sadness at all. Why does mental health crap have to be so overwhelming?
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin |
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Jan 23, 2014, 10:12 AM
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I once tried to explain my insanity, not from BP or BPD, but from those PLUS the treatment of, like this:
Between my disorders, meds, therapies and general life kicking me in the @$$, everything, symptom, pain, neurosis, may or may not be related to my disorders, medications or therapies. It's just a huge ball of mess, IMO. Mental health care isn't in infancy- it's still in the embryonic stage. Again, my opinion, but I understand what you're facing. |
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