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I could feel the tendrils of depression grabbing at my feet last week but was hoping it would just go away. My hypo stayed very mild in December so I took a chance that the depression would stay mild as well. But it is not to be. Here I am laying In bed immobilized at 2pm. I am lucky I had a snow day today because I can't imagine going to work. I had a terrible morning with my son. I was so impatient and mean to him. He's only three. He doesn't know any better. I feel so guilty.
I can't imagine going to work tomorrow. I am going to have to take my meds again. I have to titrate the trileptal back up. I know if I take the Seroquel I should pull out of this in about four days but then I have to be willing to be completely exhausted for at least half the day. Can't win. Guess I better search for a pdoc....was hoping I wouldn't need one again. Ah well. I definitely can't function like this. And I surely don't want to have to tell hubby what's happening without taking my meds, that will be the only thing he says - serves you right for stopping your pills. Suck it up, buttercup, and deal with it. If I take the pills and they don't work at least I have a leg to stand on. Back aboard the struggle bus...hopefully gettin off in a couple of days!
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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I think you should be honest with your husband about what is going on in your life. Maybe he can help. Some omega 3 fatty acids might be good for you too.
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It's not healthy to go off the meds you're on cold turkey.
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Yeah. I know.
Anyway please just ignore this thread it is no longer relevant.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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