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Feb 10, 2014, 08:58 PM
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I am so sick of depression and craziness and losing friends and feeling alone and not being able to get out of bed and wishing it was all over. I want to be happy and normal and loved. Why the **** is this all happening and why should I continue to deal with it. The point of it all is nowhere to be found. Just self-loathing and distraction and pain and loneliness and addictions. I hate the damn world and my existence in it.
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Feb 10, 2014, 08:59 PM
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Ugh!!!! I really just do not want to do it anymore!!!!!
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P&G (38) - Bipolar... Zoloft, Lamictal, Wellbutrin, Klonopin and Buspirone Son (16) - Mood disorder NOS Daughter (11) - so far so good |
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Feb 10, 2014, 09:18 PM
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I am sorry you're going through this right now. It's impossible to see when you're in the thick of depression but this condition is cyclical...so by its very nature this will end someday. Sometimes you just have to live moment by moment and chase the next nanosecond of happiness. Even if you just laugh at a dumb vine video for a second.
Many hugs. I hope you find peace soon. 
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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Feb 11, 2014, 06:04 AM
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I just wrote a rant thread like this a week or so ago. I encourage you to hang in there, because tho my circumstances do not change, my attitude finally did. Not to say I'm in love with living, just that I can function without cussing out life. So hang in and fight the beast.
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#5
Feb 11, 2014, 10:33 AM
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Thank you. It helps me to know that I can just say this somewhere and not be misunderstood.
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Feb 11, 2014, 11:02 AM
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DX: Rapid Cycling Bipolar II, GAD, SAD, PTSD, OCD Triggered Happy http://www.triggeredhappy.blogspot.com :: The Sometimes Abysmal Diaries of a Somewhat Bipolar Fiend Queen |
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Feb 11, 2014, 01:11 PM
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You are Definitely not alone in that!!
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#8
Feb 11, 2014, 07:48 PM
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You are not alone at all.
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Feb 11, 2014, 09:02 PM
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You have many friends sitting right with you right now.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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