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Hey, everyone. It's been a long time since I've posted. I haven't been busy, I won't lie to you now...it's just been strange. I went through a horrible depressive phase in which I did next to nothing. I didn't post here, didn't update my blog, barely made any videos for YouTube, procrastinated on my homework and chores, etc.
And then, hypomanic hit for a week. I'm just now coming down and let me tell you, I'm still hanging on. Not as powerful as last week, but oh my god, it's been so long since I've gone up that I was freaking my friends out. Both of my closest friends kept asking me what was wrong (since being super energetic, productive, talkative, and irritable isn't quite what my normal personality is like) and I kept saying, "It's cool guys, I'm doing quite well, actually." My symptoms this time included: -Energetic. A lot. -Really productive. -Super talkative. -Random periods of extreme irritability. -Decreased need for sleep -Anxiety -Increased touching of my friends (I normally don't like touching/being touched so this is extremely strange.) -Very sarcastic. Not that this isn't normal but I was sarcastic All. Of. The. Time. -Disorganized thinking. I can recall an incident in Drawing class where I tried to ask my teacher about shading something and instead I said, "Can you...help...um..." and then I started laughing strangely and my thoughts were just GONE. -Super rapid speech. -Some degree of confidence. A little, not a lot. Everything was crazy. I can't even begin to describe it half as well as I usually can because I was just weird. I'm calming and coming down now, so it's not bad. I'll be in a period of normalcy for the next whenever and then it will be all downhill from there. Yay, I can't wait! But seriously. I hope everyone's been doing well - I have to say that not being depressed is nice. __________________ "Before you can make good music, you just have to shut up. Then the music can say what it has to say." -Kristin Hersh "The most important thing about music that I've learned after all this time is that to me, it's a way of reaching the truth." -Serk Tankian |
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