[wachiki92]

I once told my bf that the bench he was sitting on had a higher iq than him because he was so stupid, my iq was at least 10x higher than his and that he could go to hell.

[kaliope]

I felt awful to find out that I told my future daughter in law that there was something odd about her face. she is beautiful but I found her eyebrows to be overplucked and I said it made her look funny. I was mortified when she told me this. I don't remember saying it. she says she is grateful because it gave her time to grow them out before the wedding.

[LaborIntensive]

Horrible things about never wanting to see people I love out of anger. Go to hell, next time I see you it'll be never, etc. It's awful what harm a mouth and words can do. I always try to apologize when it slips out but you know it's hard to apologize and get a positive response after those outbursts.

[wildflowerchild25]

I don't remember all the details but it started with our infant son crying, me going to comfort him, and my husband saying I was spoiling him because that's what his mom said. That sparked a complete meltdown from me and a vicious fight in which he stormed out of the house, I told him I was going to hurt myself after four years of abstaining. When he returned he was not sorry an I turned on him with a knife In my hand and screamed something about him having mommy issues - hot button topic for him becaus his mom was an absolute wretch to him for a very long time.

Definitely thought he was going to hit me.

I don't know how we resolved it or why he didn't call the cops on me. I don't remember very many details which I think is for the best.

With everyone else I am able to control my vitriol but with my husband I feel safe so ironically the verbal abuse is profuse at times.

The other thing I do is vehemently claim I absolutely don't care about him at all when I am angry. He threatens to leave and I just respond with I don't care, go ahead.

Yeah my anger is what drove me to seek help for sure.

[cashart10]

I once told someone in an email that I was obsessed with them. I went on to say that "I can ask my husband to hide my laptop [but I cannot stop myself from emailing you]."

Ridiculous!

[unaluna]

Originally Posted by wachiki92

I once told my bf that the bench he was sitting on had a higher iq than him because he was so stupid, my iq was at least 10x higher than his and that he could go to hell.

Oh thats not so bad - i asked the same dumb a s s to marry me - and he said yes.

[Standup2me]

My boss sent out an email to a bunch of people

I replied by telling him (yep, the dangerour "Reply All" ), and everyone else on the list that it might be good idea to learn something about the industry that we work in,
and that he is such a dumbas* that he could find his as* with both hands

[~Christina]

Told someone to shut up .

lol I know its sounds harmless but to me its a horrible insult .

I love you (bf)
I dont love you anymore (husband)

[tangerene]

I've said some really awful things to just about everyone in my life during my episodes. The one that sticks out the most though was a rant about how "uneducated and stupid" I found everyone in our family to be. I was cursing and shouting, berating my mother for her "inferior genes", and breaking things in the kitchen. My mother just stood there calmly and did not react. I eventually apologized and everything was okay, as always.

My mother died last October, and I think back on some of these episodes and a part of me wants to give in to the guilt and shame I feel for being so angry and irrational, but another side of me just misses her patient, loving way. She really was an amazing woman. At her bedside, my sister begged for her not to leave us because she needed her and told her over and over again that she loved her. I was too ashamed for my sister to hear me apologize and ask for forgiveness one last time, so I asked her to step away for a few minutes.

It's a process though right? A journey? And we're all moving along as the best pace we can.

[Resident Bipolar]

There are countless things. I hate remembering them, so no specifics from me. On the lines of "I hate you, you mean nothing to me" to a couple of the people I love the most. Actually now I've brought up a specific detail so I'll carry on. Basically, when I moved out of my mom's house to live with my partner my brother moved back in. I went around one day and my brother made a remark (he was horrible to me and my mom knows it) which kicked off memories and emotions.

It started from such a stupid thing. We crossed on the stairs and he said not to. I said he was superstitious. He remarked "Well you cross on the stairs and your life is a mess so.." (I removed the profanity he used to adhere to the PC ToS). I got extremely upset, a row ensured, mom got involved and then I said words to my mum I later regretted. Something wonderful happened that day though. All through the tough times living with Bipolar my step-dad didn't understand and my mom admitted he treated me harshly because of it. But that one day, when I upset my mom, I was later told that he'd actually said to her "Dont worry dear, it's just his disorder throwing up problems and making him angry". Wow. That's the first time he seemed to show any sympathy or understanding of the nature of the illness.

I do apologise - that's probably a lot longer than the ideal reply to this thread

[r010159]

"Your fired". The employee was performing questionable work. But it is my policy to work with them. I became so agitated that I said this to them. I later worked something out with their manager.

[Victoria'smom]

2 weeks ago " you have to erase her from your life or tell me to leave." I told my husband this about his best friend who he has known longer than me. He erased her from his life.

[Moreta]

I told my husband I didn't love him.

[Marshellette]

I told my dad he was a dirty slob.

[Marshellette]

Originally Posted by hankster

Oh thats not so bad - i asked the same dumb a s s to marry me - and he said yes.

Oh yes, this happened to me as well.

[Curiosity77]

I don't remember what I said exactly, but I got into an argument with a college prof, in front of the whole class, and almost got myself kicked out of her class permanently, I had to write a formal apology letter - embarrassing!