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#251
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Depression persists (not that I'm surprised) but am glad that I at least have my husband to do some things with today (he's on staycation).
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#252
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Not doing so well today. Had a mini-breakdown last night and went into a crying fit out of nowhere.
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#253
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Tired, but hanging in there
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#254
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Doing okay today
The sun is shining and it is +20 celcius today. That always make me feel so much better |
#255
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So far okay. Would be nice to go for a walk today but for pervasive roar of lawn mowers.
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Traveling west back toward Eden (interestingly the wise men in the Gospel account of Jesus' birth came from the East), has been full of confrontation with the trials and tribulations of living outside the Garden. She is an artist without doubt disappointed that paradise was not as close in 1969 as she and so many others hoped it was. Her work is now filled with the reality of humanity's failure to achieve the prophetic dream of her song, but never without the hope that that day will yet come. |
#256
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Dx: BP2 with GAD and OCD Seroquel 100 mg Risperdal 0.5 mg Clonazepam (Klonopin) 1.5 mg Buspar 5 mg Lamictal 200 mg Coversyl Plus for high blood pressure Crestor for high cholesterol Asmanex Ventolin ![]() |
#257
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Lawn mowers are white noise to me. They can actually be a relaxing reminder that spring is here and it's beautiful outside. I'm ready for summer!!!! Sent from the dark side of the moon |
#258
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Hi I'm wickedLovely1,I'm new here and I'm bipolar major manic depressive. I'm looking to met some people who can understand me. My social anxiety keeps me inside so Id like to make some fiends
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#259
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Crappy work day.
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#260
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For the past couple of days I was very depressed. But today this has lifted and I now feel much better. Boy, I think I let the morass in my life get the best of me. I wonder if DBT would help me?
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#261
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Was just thinking.... Can you imagine if all of us got together for a party?
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#262
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Not really doing to well still. Cried myself to sleep again last night. My eyes feel red and puffy. Its so hard to get out of this pit when everything keeps kicking me to keep me down. Tig
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin ![]() |
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#263
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I had a really good session with my therapist today. Instead of leaving tired and drained, I left happy and content. I felt like I got a lot out of todays session. Its a completely different approach to what my other therapist does, it is refreshing and very helpful. I am glad I pushed my pdoc for it.
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#265
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Physically feel cr*^^¥ today, mentally feel just confusion. Nothing makes any sense.
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Traveling west back toward Eden (interestingly the wise men in the Gospel account of Jesus' birth came from the East), has been full of confrontation with the trials and tribulations of living outside the Garden. She is an artist without doubt disappointed that paradise was not as close in 1969 as she and so many others hoped it was. Her work is now filled with the reality of humanity's failure to achieve the prophetic dream of her song, but never without the hope that that day will yet come. |
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#266
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Doing better today. I'm trying to figure out how the Latuda is doing and when to take it before bed. Mentally preparing myself for work. One of those days where I have to fight myself to get to work and survive. Things could always be worse I tell myself everyday.
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#267
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Just empty- I feel no joy whatsoever.
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#268
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I woke up feeling better. But I have allot of anxiety today.
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Bipolar II and GAD Venlafaxine, Lamotragine, Buspirone, Risperidone Last edited by r010159; May 13, 2014 at 11:39 AM. |
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Lithium dosage was decreased 25% two weeks ago. Eager to be done with it.
Cymbalta x 2 weeks has yet any real effect. So debilitated by this depression.
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Traveling west back toward Eden (interestingly the wise men in the Gospel account of Jesus' birth came from the East), has been full of confrontation with the trials and tribulations of living outside the Garden. She is an artist without doubt disappointed that paradise was not as close in 1969 as she and so many others hoped it was. Her work is now filled with the reality of humanity's failure to achieve the prophetic dream of her song, but never without the hope that that day will yet come. |
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#270
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I am doing okay today.
It is sunny and warm (+20 celcius) today, and that always is good for my soul |
#271
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Back pain is finally getting a little easier. Starting to want to get back in the swing of things and get some stuff done.
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#272
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Was feeling really angry at this depressive phase this morning. Now, after talking to my T, am not so angry. He reiterated that I have a biochemical problem, I'm doing everything I can about it, and it's just not my fault. The not being my fault thing is huge for me.
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#273
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Seems like I've been on the edge of tears all day.
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#274
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I have a sudden need for pie. What is that all about. Coconut cream, chocolate cream, Dutch Apple, cherry, Marion berry... Mmmm. Ya know what? I have Never made one! Oh wait I've made lots of cheese cakes... Are those pie? Hmmm ... I have a new mission!!! I must master the art of pie. Grab your forks and plates people I've got a 50lbs sack of flour calling me!! Oh shoot the drought is killing all the fruit... Hmmm wait coconuts don't grow in California ... Apple is out and that's a Fall thing. Strawberry pie? Yes this is actually how my mind works all the time... Squirrel!!!
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#275
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Crazy night last night, taking risks and making bad choices. So I didn't get much sleep last night, and i was tired at work today. But being at work helped me focus on being useful and productive. I'm home now, and i'm wondering what was going on with me last night. I'm going to stay home tonight, and out of trouble.
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"Does the body rule the mind, or does the mind rule the body?" "Those who feel the breath of sadness, sit down next to me. Those feel they're touched my madness, sit down next to me. Those who find themselves ridiculous, sit down next to me." |
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