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I have been very stable for a few months now. Today for whatever reason I felt really open. But in a way that was tense, irritable, honest, heartbroken, confident, funny, longing, unsatisfied..I also had to have a cigarette(I don't usually smoke) and wasn't hungry all day, but when I got home couldn't control my feelings and energy combined, so I ate too much and am now irritated and icky feeling about that and don't want to sleep. In fact I would really love to ride my bike. Then stay awake and go to work in the morning. But, I know I will fall asleep. I think eating made how I already feel a lot worse. I realized I was trying to like, sedate myself but it didn't work. This leaves me feeling totally bummed and very annoyed. Is this any pre cursor maybe to an episode of some kind? :/
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I totally get what you're saying. There's just some things I don't tell my doc too
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