[PhilthyRich]

So I'm new here so let me give you a little background of me and what has been plauging me, when I was 16 I was really bad, I am now 27 almost 28 I lived in an envirement around people that were millionares and extremely rich with nothing to do with there money and I pissed a few off really bad so I moved away, to live with my girlfriend down in so cal.

I used to live up north what brought me here to where I am now is just one day I brought a friend over the next day I had cars following me with stickers on the back planes tracking me in the sky everywhere I go and all the radio stations in my car I hear the same music over and over again with the same thing I'm watching you I'm watching you, stuff started dissapearing out of my house everytime I look outside I see a plane by me.

I am aware this sounds like tweer **** but I haven't used any at all in years. But I'm losing it again I don't know where it is coming from or what is wrong with me I'm not stupid I really wish I was stupid because I wouldn't be paranoid about all this.

The people out to get me are really good at math and im horrible in it I had a friend years ago show me how pshysics works. I know some people in really high places and one of them is trying to get out of facing 20 years in prison for lsd with intent to sell, I think he thinks I narced on him and he is going to send a bunch of LSD or something to my house because the guy I lived with gave out my IP adress my house adres and I don't to who but he did because all I see is military vehicles and planes. then a kite hit right by my house with a basket in it with papers and I have all these people talking about planes and jets honestly I think that they are going to drop flyers about me right buy my house or allover where I live.

To make things worse all I dream about ever is being in government facilities in tanks with doctors and entitys doing experiments on me or testing new technology noone knows about and no one believes me. I know people that work for Nasa that don't like me I know people who fly planes that don't like me and depending on what that kid said he could have said anything to anyone my ip adress shows my exact latitude and longitude down to the exact apartment number he's mad because he tried to hit my girlfriend in the head and I beat him up.

I don't think all this is in my head how is that that hard to believe maybe the alien dreams but there so lucid and real I feel like I am part of a cia experiment or something because Im straight up in military bases in all my dreams, this all sounds like crazy paranoia but I know people who know people high up in enough places that they can do whatever the **** they want whether its dropping **** out of a plane or making it so none of my friends or family will have my back if somehting happens because they think I am crazy. I know people that don't like me that work for aerospace nasa the federal government and other private organizations, the point is I don't think all this is in my head at all nobody believes me because they don't see it but I do my doctor said im paranoid I'm also smart I think about this **** thats the problem trying to stay one step ahead of whoever is doing this to me but there in such high places I will never know

What do you think is this paranoia or people trying to make me lose my mind I highly doubt I am doing all of this except the little things freak me out.

[Travelinglady]

Hey, Phil, and welcome to Psych Central! Honestly, I think you are likely experiencing some paranoia.

[loophole]

No offense but do you really think your that important? I have some serious paranoia myself.. not on the level of knowing people in the cia. Nasa. Military. Government. Army. Aliens... but bad enough on everyday life.. i used to flip out and think everyone was alien robots but this was years ago.... anyway my therapist finally broke down and told me do u really think your that important? Learned something that made sense to over the years... the good old government we are under is "all about justice" until justice is outweighed by money... basically there not going to dump millions in ruining your life when there's really no foreseeable gain for them.... otherwise they are just burning money. . Maybe you are that important.... just saying perspective is a good place to start... might be hard to find if your in full blown paranoia.. been there.. good luck. ..

[Yoda]

welcome to PC

[littlemiss1970]

Welcome to the group...do you have a pdoc and therapist? Sounds like yr having alot of paranoia. I would explain all this to yr treatment team. If you don't have one I'd get in touch with some. I wish you luck.

[lilypup]

welcome to psych central...you definitely sound paranoid to me.