[Angry1541]

Hey all...

So, the Geodon is likely all outta my system...what at wild ride that was...I was in an almost hypnogogic state with elements of mania the entire weekend I was on it....any way went off that stuff....phew...ya know a drug isn't for you when you think the red of the stop light was a heavenly -- whoa!!!!

Anyway...switched to Abilify (like Geodon light)...and it appears to have my in a slightly stable lower hypomanic state....or maybe this me normal...not sure....what's normal....hahahahah....

So here I sit semi-hypomanic and ready to go...

Makes me feel good to get stuff done....like this weekend I cleaned the basement really really deeply....which was on my list of things to do...cobwebs! Be gone!....

I would never have done that if I hadn't been medicated...so I am productive again....now with therapy, here's hoping I can get in touch with my emotions and understand them....

[gubernova]

I use the anti-psychotics as a last resort, my body can't handle them very well. It's unfortunate because they really help with mania. Risperdal at a dose of .25 knocks me out. They all tend to just squash me badly.