Like my therapist, I am stuck. Stuck at everything in life. If affects me terribly mentally.

[Disorder7]

I'm wondering if you're on the right combo of meds for you.

All of us here tend to spiral up and down, no matter what we take, but you spend a great deal of time feeling down. It seems like a better pdoc would be able to bring you out of it more often. Just my opinion.

Hope you feel better soon.

I've been seriously debating just ending treatment all together.

[Victoria'smom]

I know things are far but do you think you can find another clinic?

I'm told my temperate forces me back to production work. How do I lie my way through applications and physicals. A good heavy equipment plant is not too far away in a town that could suit me better, hence clinic. I will just need some pain pharma to go back to production like the very first day if they hired me.

How would I hold it together, take it one step at a time, to not get chunked before a probationary period's complete.

*I left production because of injury and refused to get strung out on heavy pain killers*

[rollacoasta]

Ugh, I know the feeling of just wanting to give up the meds and treatment altogether. If you're anything like me you find yourself saying that you feel exactly the same as before you were treated, so you ask yourself why you even bother to take the meds.

But, like what was said above, maybe it is not the right combination or needs tweaking a bit.

Sometimes too, you can ask others for an opinion on what you've been like according to them and you come to the realisation that the treatment has actually been making a difference.

Go well.

Perhaps it's not the right combo? Perhaps there's nothing wrong with me at all? Perhaps I have a swell idea to make this process so much better, efficient, and work to the patient's advantage for better treatment. I, am however, not given away my idea for free. I know it would make treatment better with much better results for me. But, once again, I'm tired of having ideas without a way to make myself money off of them. So, I will keep it to myself and let the medical world wonder why it's not working.