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Feb 22, 2015, 01:54 AM
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During the day I seem fine but when evenings hit I can't stop thinning about offing myself. I get this just jump and regret later. If u live oh well if you die oh well. Am I in an episode? I became a total introvert and guiltily can't stand being around my kids. The nurse said she was going to let social services know about my suicide attempt. If that idiot knew anything it's those kids that made me go to the hosp. They are the only reason I am still alive. If God forbid they took my kids deeming me a fukked up parent then I swear I will kill myself
Right then and there. They shouldn't because their dad is here and I'm going to succumb to meds to hopefully avoid these feelings. If my kids do go I hope they go to my sister because she is a great mom albeit her own mental health issues. My hubs is a sweet man and good looking he would eventually meet hopefully a sane woman that will treat him good.
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Feb 22, 2015, 02:07 AM
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I don't know hun but ultra rapid cycling happens in BPD also. Have you talked to a T about it?
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