For the past year or so my bipolar was out of control because of insufficient meds.
While I was in the hospital my spouse went through every single bank account, forum posting, facebook messages and now is packing bags.
Not using bipolar as an excuse, that's just what has happened. Tell you the truth, part of me is okay with that.
I was told that I've spent over $5K on online games…a number that I didn't want to know. I've quit them since.
My spouse said I bashed em on every forum…which I did, sometimes/ mostly drunk.
I was the most abusive person…I don't remember.
I maybe dead broke, At least I'm normal today.

I figure, this won't be the last time so maybe this is for the best.

[Justugh]

i like u ....u are just blunt honest makes it so much simpler

nice lady
do u want to save what u with your guy............yes or no
if yes then let him read this
sir
i am bipolar since i was 12 i been on the internet since i was 14 back in the days of mIRC and ftp ............games are traps for ppl like us something in the game play the puzzle actions is a addictive as crack and we are on our low times we just got to beat it and then we wil feel better 5 k in games is nothing i done 27k in 8 months running mutli accounts .....alot of the playing paid the bills but i had deals go bad and had to hand over 3k with in 48 hours ...........the amount of money i spend a month for monthly fees would by a truck in 2 years

so if u love her u can not blame her she does not know doing until after the goal is done then panic sets in ...........if u can take the cards away and give prepaid cards gas/games/food/clothes u fill the cards up once a month ......this is what i had to do for myself gave money to pops told him each thing gets 500 a month

[Becoming]

To be honest, you might be better off without him. It sounds like he invaded your privacy. You have the right to feel and say whatever you want. For him to "check up on you" by reading through forums and your Facebook messages is not okay at all.

A significant other needs to understand your illness as well. Mania and distractions from depression perhaps is why you spent so much money. It's not good at all, but he should understand that is a lot of the reason why. Video games can make you happy sometimes to get away from the real world for a while.

Bipolar can cause that intense anger and blurting of every emotional feeling as well. Without meds and good coping skills, it's very hard to manage. As people who are Bipolar, we need the most support and understanding from our partners. A relationship can never work if someone is not willing to talk about it and understand what is going on and more importantly to help you through it.

I'm sorry you are going through a hard time and I hope that you can find good help and support.

Thank you Rachel, I'm being accused of stuff I don't remember doing because I was delusional. Damn this bipolar. Everyone around me suffers because of me. Everyone's hurt because of me, then when I apologize for being bipolar they say "how convenient for you to blame it on bipolar". Sux.

[Justugh]

try this it might help

tell them this
now think of a day u have a loved pet now think it got hit by a car but the vet can save but as your ppl coming with the money they get hit by a drunk drive 3 of them are dead and mother is cripple from neck down and your cat /dog then dies ..........now try to think strait

that is bipolar