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So when I was diagnosed with bp and PTSD I had went into a very terrifying psychosis. I haven't felt the same since. I've felt embarrassed, alone, scared, nervous, not like myself pre-psychosis. Then dealing with all the different meds...wears you out.
Well last night I was listening to music and cleaning. I felt like my old self again. I hope it lasts. I hope I don't revert back to feeling like I have nothing to offer. I hope I don't just want to continue to isolate bc I feel weird in the human race. Has anyone else gone through those feelings? Feeling strange, like you'll never be the same again? Last edited by Anonymous100205; Feb 07, 2015 at 08:24 AM. |
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Yes I get those feelings a lot. I just wish to be balanced more with my feelings then going from one to the other.
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Music is good therapy. Just choose it wisely.
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my inpatient had that effect on me,, it has been two years and I am just now beginning to feel normal again,, last month I was informed my dx was now bp1,, still realing from that..
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I wonder if it's possible to suffer from PTSD after a terrifying episode of psychosis? I've been there too, just recently. I'm still trying to convince myself that I'm ok now. I'm now fearful of the next episode, and trying as hard as I can to keep myself calm hoping maybe I just experienced something that triggered it. I've been taking my meds, so I don't know why it happened. I hope it helps a little to know you are not alone!!!
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Quote:
Hang in...
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Yeah, I'm so seeing how bp has affected me. But music, oh it's my life saver. I'm enjoying music again, yay! It's gonna be alright. I'm not a freak, just somebody with bp disorder. I'm so thankful today...
We'll make it. ![]() Last edited by Anonymous100205; Feb 07, 2015 at 11:11 PM. |
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Yay!
See ya soon on here...
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Whether you are a big deal or a small deal, there is always some kind of a deal going on. - Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche |
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And I'm starting to trust my own thinking again. Finally!
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