[Angelwngs25]

I came to visit my grandma Friday because I was having emotional problems and they said (meaning my psych clinic) said they would get me a cab to go over their and they would set me up a will call cab so I could get back home when I was done visiting. But I decided it was a great (really and truly ended up being a stupid) idea to stay over at her place until Monday and my clinic said they could get me a cab on Monday to go home. I changed where they needed to pick me up to her address for the morning appointment I have on Monday. And then when I got back I was going to call my clinic and get a cab home. I was going to leave last night and just pay for a cab because she is driving me nuts. But the cab company said it would be like an hour till the cab would be their and I realized they probably wouldn't change the pick up address for my appointment tomorrow so I decided to stay and try and stick it out until I could get the heck away from her annoying butt. I don't know what the heck it is but she really has me aggravated today. She won't leave me the heck alone and she knows I'm not in a good mood. Now I have Borderline Personality Disorder, Bipolar type 2, PTSD, and Social Anxiety Disorder. It could be all three of the mood changers flaring up right now minus the Social Anxiety Disorder. And I am also SMI, so that plays a huge factor in it. I am getting sick of her and don't know what to do. I have also had a lot of stressful/messed up things happen to me lately so that's partly why I'm not in a good mood.

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How frustrating! I can feel it dripping off of me as I read that post over and over trying to fully comprehend it! How awful you must feel! I hate that "trapped" feeling. Being held hostage, I can't stand it!

Can you get away for a while? Take a walk? Go shopping? Get a motel room then comeback in the morning to catch the cab?

I hope you find an out before you blow! Good luck!