I had a really weird dream that I needed to write a book about my bipolar before I was diagnosed and after and my life right now. My mom was encouraging me too and I wanted to start but I didn't want people to know about my bipolar bc I was scared how they would treat me when they found out.. My mom and sister were telling People that I was bipolar and I was getting really upset then I would be a manic mad and then the people they told were telling me it's okay that I'm bipolar and said they figured something was going on with me. Idk it was weird I think I'm gonna write about my bipolar experiences but not tell anyone.. Telling my other family and them seeing me in and out of bipolar didn't go well they just didn't understand me and didn't know how to help me. They were negative about it in the end and it caused me to leave.. I really need support we all do! The thing that is hard the most is coping with bipolar and trying to just get through the day you know having negative ppl in your life who know about your disorder and aren't understanding are the worst. I now am not gonna tell my friends bc who knows what they will say or if they will stop talking to me.. I just get scared I'll have nobody... Left..

[Crazy Hitch]

Hi Sky101

This is an interesting dream.

And I think that it's indiciative of things going on in your mind, possibly.