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#1
Mar 28, 2015, 01:19 AM
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I'm passionately, desperately sad. I'm trying to hold my head above water but I'm slowly sinking. Time is running out. Anyone relate?
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Mar 28, 2015, 02:10 AM
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I relate. I'm sorry. I wish there was a magic switch for us to flip. (((Cashart10)))
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Mar 28, 2015, 03:51 AM
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I can relate. I never really had suicidal thoughts until recently. Now I mostly have a general apathetic with a side of hopelessness view on life. Having someone u can talk to that makes you laugh helps a lot. Having someone to talk to period helps. I just get self conscious about my depression & don't want to spread the negativity. I signed up for health care. I really want to try support groups and a therapist.
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Mar 28, 2015, 04:50 AM
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I'm not there now, but i've felt that. Sorry you're in that place.
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Mar 28, 2015, 05:59 AM
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So sorry you are suffering like this. I have definitely felt that way many times before, usually when mixed. It feels like this time it is all over, I am not going to make it. I even think it is my destiny to go, sometimes in grandiose ways. BUT - I always recover and am so very thankful the mixed state did end and I did not. Hang in there, it will get better.
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Mar 28, 2015, 08:26 AM
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I've felt that way before. I get to certain points where I feel I can't handle things anymore. Have you given more thought about going inpatient?
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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Mar 28, 2015, 08:49 AM
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I've felt it too. Just keep kicking. <3
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#8
Mar 28, 2015, 02:43 PM
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I think all of us have been there at one point or another. I was there last fall and ended up going inpatient, which saved my life. Eventually I came out of the depression and now the sun has come out again, and life is good. I would never have gotten to this point of relative stability if I'd ended it all in October.
Remember: this, too, shall pass. It always does. Thinking of you. ((((HUGS))))
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#9
Mar 28, 2015, 11:03 PM
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Quote:
Lots of  ssssss. Wish I had words to give.
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#10
Mar 29, 2015, 12:10 AM
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Have you tried latuda?
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Mar 29, 2015, 10:21 AM
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I've been there before! Been going on and off lately. I'm sorry you feel this way!
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