[LettinG0]

So. Recently, in my infinite BP wisdom, I decided that I needed to move out of my place and in with my sister to "save" money and be able to buy a place so I could have something of my own before I get too old to do it. My sister is/was great about it BUTTTT, I am 50 years old and sick....so living in someone else's home was NOT a good idea at all. And, it didn't take long for the GRAND ideas to fade into deep depression.

Well, I am moving back out tomorrow into my own place again. That brings me some relief. But, the whole ordeal of finding a place and doing everything that has to be done to move and the actual moving has almost completely overwhelmed me. It's just 'normal' everyday stuff, but I just can't handle it. If I can just hang on until my son gets me moved tomorrow.......

And, did I mention, in this process I gave away practically everything I own....so I have to start from scratch.....everything from garbage cans to can opener to curtains.........ARGH!!!!!!!!

I really, really need to get back to the pdoc and t and get myself a support system.........just sayin'

[Skywalking]

Hang in there, you'll be back into your own place soon. Think of it as a new, fresh start to life. Maybe do something special to celebrate your new place, like get yourself a housewarming gift - a new artwork for the walls, a new blanket, something to make the space "yours."