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#1
May 21, 2015, 06:06 PM
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i hate being afraid
i feel so afraid why are my meds losing efficacy or is my disorder getting worse i dont know what to do, pdoc appointment is july 16.... if this continues im afraid i may become worse then i have ever been before
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May 21, 2015, 06:25 PM
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I wish there was something I could do for you,, to make it easier,, just keep talking to us... share if it gets worse.. I care,, I wish you peace..
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May 21, 2015, 06:34 PM
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what my friend tiggggga said.....keep sharing if it gives you any comfort. I know that fear and i feel for you my friend. Can you make the pdoc app sooner? i can barley go 3 weeks without seeing mine. if you need it get a closer appointment
i hope you feel better soon my 
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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May 21, 2015, 07:46 PM
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thanks
its just overwhelming, self consuming, and the worse part is i know its all irrational, but it still bothers me and i have physical symptoms... i've been stable for a while, but the ride is getting bumpy now... i will just hold on as tight as i can and hope that it doesnt get bad i usually have klonopin for this, but i dont have any until tuesday when i go in to GP to get a refill
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#5
May 21, 2015, 08:02 PM
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May 21, 2015, 08:17 PM
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Can you increase your self card and grounding? Working with a Therapist can help work on keeping the fear from taking over.
I'm sorry your feeling so bad !
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May 21, 2015, 08:29 PM
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my self care is like at an all time low
 im also having a lot of depression symptoms... i just dont feel sad, i feel numb... which makes me a little sad im just going 1 step at a time hoping that things will be ok, im a depressed optimist so i will be fine its just the struggle that takes a toll on ones body after so long...
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| wiretwister, ~Christina
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May 21, 2015, 08:57 PM
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sad is ok,, just remember it will get better even if it is a while,,, ride it out,, the good feelings will return.... keep that hope close to yourself... as you say,, one step ,one day at a time... take care friend....
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May 21, 2015, 09:32 PM
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What are you afraid of? Can you cbt it?
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May 22, 2015, 10:33 AM
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im not sure... i have irrational fears sometimes that i know are irrational but the feelings are too intense for me to just ignore
for example, one moment im fine and then all of a sudden im worried about my parents dieing, or become afraid that im going to die, or that something terrible is about to happen... lately i've been fearful of my medications, i dont like taking them but i know if i dont then things would be alot worse... im thinking that my medicines arent working as good as they used to.. im trying to talk to my team about changing my meds but they are scared to mess with my meds too i think i will be getting a new clinic soon, then ill have to start all over
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May 22, 2015, 03:40 PM
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Don't be afraid. I was paranoid for a LONG time and now I just de-emphasize all of those things that make us edgy - work and booze being my primary issues.
Working more than we should just to get ahead is The Great American Con. I don't try to keep up anymore. It's a race I'll never win.....if I want to "win" at all. With booze, I used to think I had to "party" to be part of the crowd. But I overdo it every time so I just don't try anymore. It has cost me a bunch of friends. Meh, so be it. Pax. |
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