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Jun 12, 2015, 10:55 PM
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(trigger***trigger***trigger)
been two days from hell at work, five hours on phone reprograming a linux server three the next day , came home and bit heads off,, haven't guit cussing yet, pills ,what f**king pills, useless, sitting here pi**ed at the world, have doped with everything I have to try to sleep, just boiling over can't seem to get out of this anger, not up not down just beside myself with rage, god I hope I calm down by tommorrow if I sleep any tonight.... sorry guys to be such a downer but I had to get this out and at the moment my support system is mad as hell at me .... this work s**t is what sent me ip before ... don't think will happen this time ..I am sorry for resent posts as I have been building up to this for a week or so , I have not been very construcive at all with my comments ... writing this has helped, seem to be getting a better perspective on things .. a little calmer, I just want sleep .. even if it is my regular two hours at a time ... Ty if you made it all the way through ... been a long time since I let life get me like this ............  I really do love you guys ................. xanex forever .................. . |
 Anonymous45023, BlackSheep79, cashart10, cloudyn808, Crazy Hitch, raspberrytorte, ~Christina
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Jun 12, 2015, 10:59 PM
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I'm so sorry you are so stressed right now and I understand the feeling (although my work is home taking care of the kiddos and the house). Thank you for trusting us to your rant and continue to rant away! I hope it is easier soon!
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Jun 12, 2015, 11:01 PM
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I'm sorry your struggling, Your fine, post all you need to
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Jun 12, 2015, 11:04 PM
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Jun 12, 2015, 11:05 PM
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Jun 12, 2015, 11:06 PM
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Hugs, wiretwister. Rant all you want. We all love you.
I hope you feel better soon.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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Jun 12, 2015, 11:13 PM
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Ty ....  .... it's getting better or the meds are kicking in ... not sure ...
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Jun 12, 2015, 11:18 PM
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having trouble feeling my arms .. heavy ... meds .. ya....
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Jun 12, 2015, 11:20 PM
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took a lot .... see ya in am .....
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Jun 13, 2015, 12:54 AM
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I hope you wake up feeling better and can use the weekend to destress a bit.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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Jun 13, 2015, 03:03 AM
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Feel free to post tiggs ... and nope, don't ever apologise for recent / past posts ... we're here to listen
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Jun 13, 2015, 11:45 AM
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Thanks for the support guys , I have always had trouble managing my stress and the resulting anger , this forum is a release valve , and helps it from getting to bad on the home life, but did feel "a snappiness" from wife this am , guess I burned a few bridges last night , must be really hard on her , she had been commenting on "me" for at least the last week , why is it even with warning it still takes by suprise and why is it we are unable to stop it from happening , I like to think the job does it but I fear it's just a weakness on my part , if only I could be better instead of such a waste ......... watch this space for down"s ville ...Ty again for being there ...... " you know who you are" .......
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