hey guys havent been on here in a while hope everyone is doing good! I dont think medicine can cure my bipolar thats just the way it is! I try and live each day the best I can! and try to stay around positive people! not everyone in this world is going to support bipolar they just blame you for your disease! and thats not fair! even if I am just being me they will say I cant help it its because of my disease sometimes I just get so tired of my family talking about my disease! leave it alone! I am healed I want to believe I dont have bipolar even though I do I am hoping to get on disabilty for bipolar because I cannot keep a job LET ALONE TAKE CARE OF MY ONE SON! sometimes I think id be better off living alone under a rock! because there I will hurt nobody and nobody will have to see me suffer or see my disease take control of my life! sometimes I want to believe I belong in the mental facility with people who are just like me! because they get me but I cant live there its too dang expensive and I dont want a nurse to take care of me! or whatever you call it! I just want to live alone by myself on a disabilty check doing things my way and when i cant get out of the bed I can sleep all day long! and when im hyper manic I will stay in my room and do crafts and acitivites I dont want to be a burden anymore!

[Crazy Hitch]

Good to see you back!

[wiretwister]

fly the friendly skies ...... welcome back ...