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#201
Oct 15, 2015, 09:17 PM
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Saw my P.doc today and told the truth
Lots of med changes Maybe it will help
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#202
Oct 16, 2015, 04:14 PM
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Today is the same old song and dance my friend.
The same old song and dance I'm living in a Dilbert cartoon. 
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
 BlackSheep79, Pikku Myy
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#203
Oct 16, 2015, 04:33 PM
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Stressed out so bad about my job that I've been on the verge of passing out for a few days. I thought it was the Geodon, but I think it's stress. Had to come home from work because of it. This sucks!
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BP 1 with psychosis OCD GAD Meds Seroquel 200mg Lamictal 400mg Propranolol 10mg am Xanax Er 1mg am/pm Clonidine 0.3mg We don't know how strong we are until being strong is the only choice we have |
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#204
Oct 16, 2015, 07:44 PM
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Can't keep my emotions in check. I feel like a little kid having sissy fits
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| BlackSheep79
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#205
Oct 17, 2015, 02:12 AM
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Can't sleep and I have to work a twelve hour shift, arghh.
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BP 1 with psychosis OCD GAD Meds Seroquel 200mg Lamictal 400mg Propranolol 10mg am Xanax Er 1mg am/pm Clonidine 0.3mg We don't know how strong we are until being strong is the only choice we have |
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#206
Oct 17, 2015, 09:43 PM
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It looks like it's me again. Felt like passing out again today, not like yesterday though. I can't believe stress can do that to you. I'm trying not to even think about the stress in my life, but it's happening anyway. I will get through it, always do. Just cuddling with my favorite dog, don't tell the others, after a very long day at work. Hope I can sleep better than yesterday. Good night everyone.
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BP 1 with psychosis OCD GAD Meds Seroquel 200mg Lamictal 400mg Propranolol 10mg am Xanax Er 1mg am/pm Clonidine 0.3mg We don't know how strong we are until being strong is the only choice we have |
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#207
Oct 18, 2015, 12:17 AM
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My now ex moves out in a couple days, so kind of just counting down. It's so weird, sharing a small apartment and mostly ignoring each other. I feel pretty used for a bunch of reasons. But I"m not that sad anymore, I just want him gone.
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"Does the body rule the mind, or does the mind rule the body?" "Those who feel the breath of sadness, sit down next to me. Those feel they're touched my madness, sit down next to me. Those who find themselves ridiculous, sit down next to me." |
| Anonymous45023, BlackSheep79
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#208
Oct 18, 2015, 09:27 PM
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My cat won't stop peeing all over the house
I've had to rip up $15,000 in carpet, mouldings, and paint-seal walls sprayed with urine I don't have money to replace them and are just walking in bare boards Nobody will take her....of course So I have to have her put down I can't do it
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#209
Oct 18, 2015, 09:38 PM
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whats the reason the cat is peeing? Better it be put down than neglected and abused for its life.
Anxiety is ridiculous but otherwise ok. Wanting to do more today but my back is sore and i am alone which usually = time on pc lol. Excuse the spelling, cant even sit at the laptop with my back! |
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#210
Oct 18, 2015, 09:48 PM
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I just got back from a road trip and my body is tired. I'v been on the go the last few days so I plan on sleeping in tomorrow. I might go workout and go to the grocery store
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
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#211
Oct 19, 2015, 12:15 AM
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Please let this pain and agitation be pmdd! Got my cranky pants on today.
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| LettinG0, Nammu
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#212
Oct 19, 2015, 01:10 AM
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You too huh? I can't blam PMS but I'd like too, forgot to take my am meds. No melt down or anything for me just out of sort and agitated.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
| LettinG0
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#213
Oct 19, 2015, 01:20 AM
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Ugh I hate missing a dose! Yep definitley out of sorts today but i did have a huge weekend. Mondays seem to be my rest and go online day.
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| Nammu
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#214
Oct 19, 2015, 04:16 PM
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I have the Monday blues
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#215
Oct 19, 2015, 04:23 PM
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Just feeling really sad today....
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#216
Oct 19, 2015, 07:39 PM
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Glad to have the day off, too much work stress lately. I'm not dizzy so far tonight, so I'm positive it's the stress at work. I'm just chillin tonight. I've been coloring and working on my puzzle. I have a phone interview tomorrow, trying not to freak out. It's a job in my field, so it's a big deal. Gotta breathe.
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BP 1 with psychosis OCD GAD Meds Seroquel 200mg Lamictal 400mg Propranolol 10mg am Xanax Er 1mg am/pm Clonidine 0.3mg We don't know how strong we are until being strong is the only choice we have |
| Anonymous200280, LettinG0
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#217
Oct 20, 2015, 01:54 AM
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I feel lonely even though I'm not alone because I feel betrayed and/or abandoned by everyone. Also hate my face. Today will be an especially challenging day including leading in a discussion group which I have kind of always avoided because it is one of my prime fears. I don't even think I'm going to make it.
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| Anonymous45023, BlackSheep79, LettinG0
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#218
Oct 20, 2015, 02:57 AM
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Anxiety was phenomenal today, even with 1.5mg clonazepam, the anxiety is only just bearable and i cannot get out of bed again. At least with depression my brain is slower, my energy is lower, anxiety is like electricity sparking.
I am frustrated with myself but calming and accepting slowly. I am hoping still that this is pmdd related, 7 days to go. |
| BlackSheep79, LettinG0
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#219
Oct 20, 2015, 12:13 PM
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Feeling extremely down after a long term manic state. I am the kind of person that likes to have energy so I really prefer manic over depressive. I need tips for coping. There's so much I should be doing right now, but here I am dealing with this. Doc keeps trying to put me on meds that are crap and I can't take the "good ones" because I'm an addict and I will take no chances on going back to active addiction after 6 years of recovery and being clean. I need to pick my kids up from school in about an hour and still haven't talked myself into getting into the shower. HELP!! NEED TIPS!!
   
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| BlackSheep79, LettinG0
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#220
Oct 20, 2015, 02:29 PM
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I have the Tuesday blues
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
| BlackSheep79, Cocosurviving, LettinG0
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#221
Oct 20, 2015, 03:21 PM
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My Tuesday has been busy. I went to help my mom.
I ran errands and paid a bill. But I did not get a chance to go to the gym. I'm a little stressed. After I got home I received a note from my apt office that they're coming to inspect tomorrow. My place isn't nasty but I just got back from a trip yesterday. I haven't finished unpacking. I have a load of clothes I didn't fold before I left. I have so much aniexty.
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
| BlackSheep79, LettinG0
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#222
Oct 20, 2015, 09:37 PM
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I'm lazy today. No motivation at all. Still having dizzy spells. I see my pdoc next Tuesday, so I really don't want to bother him for something stupid. Have to go into work tomorrow on my day off to go to a meeting and get some stuff done. No motivation so it's not going to be good, trying to think positive. Almost time for bed.
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BP 1 with psychosis OCD GAD Meds Seroquel 200mg Lamictal 400mg Propranolol 10mg am Xanax Er 1mg am/pm Clonidine 0.3mg We don't know how strong we are until being strong is the only choice we have |
| LettinG0
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#223
Oct 20, 2015, 11:49 PM
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I took 10mg zyprexa and it halved the anxiety but its still really bad. Coming down a bit made me realise how bad it was. I dont know what to do with myself and my brain feels frustrated.
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| LettinG0
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#224
Oct 21, 2015, 01:18 AM
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Honestly, I would check myself into hospital in a heartbeat if I thought they would actually do anything. I only got out just over a week ago and the meds they gave me which they said would start working straight away have done nothing. Ready to give up and I don't think anyone would give a stuff if I did
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| Anonymous200280, Anonymous327501, dislexia1214, LettinG0
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#225
Oct 21, 2015, 01:22 AM
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I would!! People care.
I feel awful and scared again. Meds seem to down me but not takle the anxiety |
| LettinG0
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