[earthangel1]

I am a 22 year old gay male who is finally leaving the home and going to be with my boyfriend in Phoenix. He knows I'm bipolar but I don't know what he's going to do when I have an episode. We were together two years ago, then I moved back home. And we talked on the phone every day so I know it's meant to be. I just hope I don't start a manic episode when I get there. I hope he accepts me for who I am, which he's stated that he does. This will be a big transition for me. I am dropping out of school to move to Phoenix. I have been having a hell of a time with school anyways. I hope to go to a community college in Phoenix starting in January. I just hope I don't live as a depressed, lethargic person. I don't want to be the needy one in the relationship. I also don't want to get manic and cheat on him. I know this won't be easy, but my home life is becoming crazy after my parents told me I have to move out after I had a manic episode a few days ago. I was calling people for drugs, thinking I would rule Wall Street. I am not in a good place right now but this is my only option. Wish we well, and if there is anybody who lives in Phoenix, message me. It would be good to have some support when I get there.

[wildflowerchild25]

Good luck with your move! I really hope you find what you're looking for and everything works out with your boyfriend. Relationships are hard, especially with BP. but I know you've been struggling so I really hope this works out for you!