[ashty]

Hi all..

Nobody needs to respond to this, I just feel the need to have somewhere (that won't judge me) to write (maybe vent) for the next 24 hours while I write my last 2 essays for uni... I'm just about to finish my degree and I know I have to stay up all night writing these damn essays.. should have left more time for it but I've done all the research so it should be fine.

Haha.

Amazing. Yes, anyway, I just figure that it would be better to write this stuff here, rather than offload onto my girlfriend who is having a hard time at the moment. That's not to say that i feel like it's okay to offload onto you guys.. but at least you have the option or reading it or not, and it doesn't matter if you don't.

ramble ramble. I have a habit of going a bit manic if I don't get regular sleep, and it happens quite quickly so it's better to keep myself in check this way.

How self indulgent of me... heh.
Ashtyx.

[Direction]

I hope your essay writing goes well...

[ashty]

Thanks

Its coming along.. I'm so easily distracted though. I have literally 24 hours left of my degree (not counting a resit I have to do in the summer) and i can't believe I am allowing myself to divert my attention every 15 minutes! heh.

[ashty]

I want to kill Django Reinhardt - I don't care how good his music is!! Stuck at 2,300 words and I need 3,000. Give or take. Oh, and I need to write the other essay as well... arghghghgh.

(looks like its time for a break then)

[Direction]

Hoping you found those additional 700...

[ashty]

I win!!

finally did it. just about to go and hand everything in.... on reflection i probably didn't need to post here but it was a kind of motivation for me, good to have a checking point every now and then, eh.

I am looking forward to a long long long sleep now... Who knew that sitting in one place typing words could drain so much energy?

Thanks for your support, Direction.

Ashtyxo

[Direction]

That is really great! Enjoy the feeling of finishing. Enjoy your sleep.

[Fuzzybear]

I don't judge... including whether or not you're self indulgent
xo Fuzzy

[Fuzzybear]

Correctiion... you aren't self indulgent... I am

[ashty]

hehe, I *am* self indulgent, i always have been! (the mixture of that and a sort of arrogant charm seems to work for me, somehow I rarely get in trouble for it)

jeeze, I should really stop talking rubbish, heh.

Anyway, Fuzzybear, I think everyone is self indulgent to a degree. Its the being aware of it that counts..

Now that everything is done and i've had the worlds longest sleep, I have no idea what to do with myself.. except return my library books and find a new job. wierdly empty. Must be time for some creative fusion.
hmm..
Ashtyxo