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Old Nov 01, 2015, 11:14 PM
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Somebody start typijng, mt drunk *** has stuff to resond to!!!
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

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Old Nov 01, 2015, 11:15 PM
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I just keep hitting refresh. Is that pitiful? Ha!
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

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Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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Old Nov 01, 2015, 11:22 PM
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Um, it's almost 11:30 and I have to put one counseling homework thing on paper and come up w/ one more....and I'm taking a shower first. Wanna help? Or make me believe he said "ONE" not "2 or 3?".......
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Old Nov 01, 2015, 11:23 PM
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Love to.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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Old Nov 01, 2015, 11:25 PM
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I think I'll just sneak in the shower too and pray my husband doesn't try to sneak in and see scabs on my stomach, ha!
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

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Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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Old Nov 01, 2015, 11:33 PM
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Wow I have some there too
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Old Nov 01, 2015, 11:44 PM
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Haha, I should make it clear I meant help with homework, not help with showering! I had plenty of that after my ankle reconstruction surgery last year. The first 2 weeks I had to have help to put my underwear over my casts. It was....educational......and only that because I was an OT and made so many strangers do that with me over many years. Mostly it was humiliating. I also had to have my mom wash my hair the first time almost a week after surgery. My hair is below my shoulder blades and very curly. Horrible, tangled mess and my mom is not a professional.....urgh.

Now it's crayon time. I have to try to draw God. I can only draw stick figures. Not sure how to draw a stick figure God. Or any other kind of God. Maybe God will be a floaty cloud surrounding me....when in doubt draw something circular seems to be my approach to drawing for therapy.
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Old Nov 01, 2015, 11:50 PM
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Haha! I had no doubts but that is fantastic! Also, in this case, thank god for auto correct, ha!
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

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Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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Old Nov 01, 2015, 11:56 PM
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I'm having a day of it on here. Earlier I messed up a link and sent people to a marijuana dispensary instead of a pharmacy coupon site (oopsie) and now I'm asking you to help me shower. Mania is just my very best friend when it is time to express myself.....Don't know why when I'm mixed mania always seems to control my writing but it does.

At least here it is ok. The other message board I've been posting on since before my ankle surgery would have booted me permanently for the marijuana error. Of course they don't allow links but they are so ridiculously strict about everything; I got a 6 month long "warning" for something I said when I was manic last spring. It wasn't that bad...just implied that there was a way around the no links rule. Which is true.

Whatever. Counseling homework. Must do. For some reason I want to avoid intensity this week. But probably this is not the best idea.
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Old Nov 02, 2015, 10:09 AM
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I don't really drink admittedly. An old diagnosis of mine that I wish would go away is severe alcohol dependency in remission. I'm not an alcoholic. I was just drinking a lot back then as a form of self medication. Now whenever I go to an apointment I always get asked if I've been drinking. It's annoying. One time I said I had (fourth of july weekend. I had two beers) and she was all like, "How much?!", and I said two beers and of course she thought I was lying and had a bottle of vodka or something. I really wish that diagnosis would go away!
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Old Nov 02, 2015, 09:44 PM
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I don't really drink admittedly. An old diagnosis of mine that I wish would go away is severe alcohol dependency in remission. I'm not an alcoholic. I was just drinking a lot back then as a form of self medication. Now whenever I go to an apointment I always get asked if I've been drinking. It's annoying. One time I said I had (fourth of july weekend. I had two beers) and she was all like, "How much?!", and I said two beers and of course she thought I was lying and had a bottle of vodka or something. I really wish that diagnosis would go away!
I am so sorry for you! That is terrible! I can only imagine how belittling that must feel to you.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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