[onyx69000]

feeling little sad. having a pitty party for myself. been hanging out with my parents all day probably has something to do with it. been taking all my meds. i hate mood swings they hit me when i least expect it. thanx just needed to vent a little. hubby has been working straight through the week usualy he has days off but we need him to work over time so i guess you could say i am stressed about bills-always never enough money. kids home for the summer. so not as free as i was while they were in school.
changing friends-that's hard people you thought were friends but then realize you don't really know them at all. sorry going on and on.-onyx

[ab1018]

((onyx)) - I completely understand. I've just ended two "friendships" that were very long - 24 years and 19 years (and I'm 36). It is extremely difficult, but if they aren't healthy, it is for the best. It is just hard to get over.

[ab1018]

I understand about the money too - I seem to have the same problems, and they are a huge stressor.

All you can do with it is "do the best you can do" and try to let it go. It's easier said than done, I know.

[onyx69000]

thank you, sorry to hear about you r friends. mine were just no good for me. bad influence. too old for that. right?

[cherryblossom]

I very much understand were you are coming from.I have been going thru the same thing.My lights were out for two weeks.And the phone will be next soon.It is so hard when you can help.I have tried so hard to keep a job.And I can't my disorder gets in the way.This causes me to have panic attacks really bad,and make me very depressed.It is so hard.Any time you need to talk write.

[onyx69000]

thank you i will

[Hopes]

It's ok Onyx. My mind has been playing games with me today. I hate it but just know that you have a lot more friends than you think.

((((((((hugs 2 U))))))))))))))))))

Hopes

[onyx69000]

thank you for that. today has been better than yesterday. feeling sad for no reason i hate that i would rather be sad and know why then i could pull myself out of it. you know. well thanks-onyx

[selfy]

it is hard to end "friendships".... i hae never done it and have many bad relationships with people that i wish i never started. but i am the only one to blame given that i refuse to say no for fear of hurting them.... oh well hope you are well
take care
self

Onyx,

Found yah, hope things will click here. Doing alott of reading here and there, this is a different place. My wife's OK she just went to the doc with me, and straighten him out. The new meds are working slowly but surely. Just getting ready for Sunday when my son gets home from Iraq..

You take care, (Partner)

[onyx69000]

yes you found me . great hope you like it here as much as i do. the people are great . glad to hear your son is comming home safe. write more later got to go-onyx