[0miland0]

Ever since I was born, all i've done is be angry, and sad, and happy. I grew up with one emotion after the other. Especially anger... My mind is literally like that one movie called Inside Out. It's non-stop. One minute I'm laughing and having a great time. But then someone says or does something wrong, I get irritated, sad, or angry. It's literally like those little guys in my head are just too over sensative with emotion.

It's not like i'm anti-social either. In fact, i'm so social I don't stop talking sometimes, I just happen to from time to time also just want to be alone. Every now and then the noise just gets to me, like I need to recharge and even stop texting sometimes. All of it can just get to be too much.

I also sometimes freak out for no reason... Like panic alooot and when I panic, I get impatient, frustrated, start cussing and saying rude unintentional things.

Can someone please help me understand what type of disorder I have.. or, is this just normal and everyone has these issues.... because if so then they must have been born with it.

[BeyondtheRainbow]

Do you have a psychiatrist? You probably should see one for an evaluation. To me this doesn't sound like bipolar necessarily, maybe a bit more like borderline personality disorder, but I'm not at all qualified to say one way or the other. Usually with bipolar there are more distinct ups and downs than you are describing. A therapist can also help with learning strategies to help you handle the anger and negative feelings more effectively.

[AutumnEmbers]

I don't really know what classifies as "normal" or not anymore... but if it's something that you're questioning or have some concerns about, I would also make the suggestion to reach out to someone on a professional level to help you assess your experiences and concerns, as well as to explore coping skills, etc.

Best of luck!