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I donīt know where this should be posted, but since I am BP, then here it is.
Christmas used to be a joyous time. Just donīt care about it anymore. I used to decorate like Clark Griswold, but no thereīs no passion for it anymore. Divorce and other life situations changed all that. I have a daughter that I buy presents for, and I try to be all ho, ho, ho for her, but itīs getting harder. Family gives me crap about it because I donīt have it in me to conform. Maybe I am just a selfish old Ebenezer. Anyone else? My Xmas Song - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JkweTyrRTKw Last edited by Anonymous52228; Nov 29, 2015 at 05:08 PM.. |
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I feel much the same. I have a closet full of thick beautiful greenery, a huge tub of angels from all over the planet, various other decorations but haven't used them for years. I tried watching the Christmas shows on tv and couldn't. Bah humbug
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The Skeezyks does not do Christmas...
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It's been just my wife and me for years-- no kids and what family we have left all far away. Christmas has been just another day for us for a long, long time. I just try to remind myself that the season is about giving, goodwill, and compassion, and try not to get too cynical about the rampant materialism. But it's definitely a spectator sport for me.
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I volunteered for a program to stuff stockings for foster kids. I know theyīre people who are suffering far worse than myself. Trying to break away from a narcissistic personality. Last edited by Anonymous52228; Nov 29, 2015 at 06:26 PM.. |
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That first line made me laugh! I needed that today. I hate the holidays. Never what they claim to be.
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