[TheGoatKing333]

I get paranoid every 8 days or so. It lasts for either a couple minutes to an hour. I usually get suspicious of people. Get paranoid about cars driving around. Or if people are around I get scared. So I went to my psychiatrist tonight and I told her that my paranoia isn't going away and she told me to journal. I thought medicine would help me. She said something about taking seroquil but it makes you gain weight and it makes you groggy. I take 120 mg of Latuda and 4 mgs of risperdal. I feel all hopeless now. I had suicidal thoughts. I just wish my paranoia would go away. I was planning to go back to school and work at the end of January but I don't think I should. I don't know how I'll be able to handle paranoia when I have schoolwork and work to deal with. Maybe you guys can help me feel better.

[PumpkinPieHead]

Sounds like the latuda is not doing its job. The pdoc should not have just suggested journaling. While journaling is soothing, I think you need a med adjustmemt.

Check back in soon, ok love?

[TheGoatKing333]

I'm going to a new pdoc on January 29th. The long *** wait. I hate it. I want quick results. I go back to school on January 25th, I don't know if I can handle it.

[PumpkinPieHead]

I can relate to how much the wait sucks. I need a med adjustmemt myself, and my appointment is not until january 19th. I have to go back to school too, and without the right med cocktail, i can do it but ot is soooo much harder. I work hard at school already without trying to ride the bike uphill.