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Dec 19, 2015, 11:15 PM
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I really think I am going thru a second childhood ... quite by accident I found a music group with video's that I just fell in love with ... not only did it lift my depression but for the first time in a long time I began feeling happy ... and I have starting enjoying music from my youth again ... I find myself drawn to interests I had 40 years ago ... for all intents and purposes I have become obsessed with these ... and I also am beginning to become emotional ... I cry at sappy movies, over video's , I become sad when I can not be super dad and solve his 16 year old problems ... my moods are on the edge ... as I want them to be ... enough med to be in control , not enough to deaden my feelings ...
For the first time in my life I am feeling .... I never understood why others teared up or got so sad over things ... not depressed been there ... just sad ... an emotion ... My T said I had an "emotionally neglected childhood" .. I think she was right ... they are so new to me they upset me .. I am not sure how to handle them ... I believe my meds have for the first time let this side of me come out ... I expect these holidays to be over whelming ... I do not want to up the meds and deaden myself again ... I can handle the slight ups and downs of day to day ... but this is my first alone time with these wonderful scary feelings ... Not really wanting advise as much as support ... this is my way, by putting it in print it helps me to understand myself ... makes it real so to speak ... So this season please think of me and send good vibes my way ... Ty ... Tigger . Merry Christmas ... 
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 Anonymous45023, BeyondtheRainbow, Imah, jules77, raspberrytorte
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#2
Dec 19, 2015, 11:18 PM
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Absolutely will be thinking of you
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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Dec 20, 2015, 07:14 AM
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I love to hear that the depression has been lifted. I'm definitely going to send some good vibes your way!
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Dec 20, 2015, 08:21 AM
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((((Hugs))))
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| wiretwister
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Dec 20, 2015, 10:37 AM
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Merry Christmas, Ty Tigger. I'm glad you are doing well and enjoying the holidays. It's nice when our meds work the way they are supposed to.
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Dec 21, 2015, 03:13 PM
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Good vibes...............and hugs!
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