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Feb 04, 2016, 06:31 PM
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For the past few months I have been suffering from different bouts of depression. I would sometimes feel depressed at work or right after and this depression would last for a few minutes or the whole day but either way e feeling was intense as if I'm such a failure and didn't deserve to live. I would recover sometimes quickly and with hope that my treatment is going all right to crying myself to bed because it just wouldn't go away.
Today I had this feeling when i was intent in going to the gym that I had to turn around and drive home. I started to feel a bit better and just took a klonopin because I was also getting aggravated. I'm hoping that by the time this kicks in I can get back out. What is wrong with me?
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#2
Feb 04, 2016, 06:49 PM
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Pffff wtf I gained 5 lbs.
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Feb 04, 2016, 06:57 PM
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I can't even say last time I watched tv. All I do is go home go to my bed and use this iPad. I feel such a waste. I don't mean to keep rambling just somebody to listen.
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Feb 04, 2016, 07:13 PM
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I understand the feeling. I can barely play with my son. Ramble away, that's what we're here for.
Just wanted you to know someone was out there listening.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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Feb 04, 2016, 07:17 PM
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Feb 04, 2016, 07:30 PM
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I was just thinking about that. Five years ago when my son was first born and I was completing my student teaching I never thought this illness would come back for me. It's so disheartening. I make progress, I think all is well, and then it comes back like ***** YOU THOUGHT. But I have to believe we will find wellness.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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Feb 04, 2016, 07:45 PM
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I just want to live and find my shine again instead I'm crying at my messy home nothing to do and full of hurt.
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| Anonymous45023, wildflowerchild25
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Feb 04, 2016, 07:58 PM
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I still can't stop
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Feb 04, 2016, 08:00 PM
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I'm sorry you've been feeling this way. It seems to be a lot lately. For me if it's something I just cannot shake despite all the effort I put into staying well, I check with my pdoc. Maybe an adjustment is needed.
I really hope you feel better. I care. 
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Feb 04, 2016, 08:20 PM
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I just took another klonopin first one had no effect. Doc said ok to take another. I just want to be fit, have a girlfriend/wife house dog and job I enjoy, not be in pain. It's so much fn pain.
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Feb 04, 2016, 08:23 PM
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Tried to get in contact with my therapist unfortunately she is dealing with her own family crisis and didn't want to be a burden.
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Feb 04, 2016, 08:23 PM
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I just wish I could hit reset and start over
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Feb 05, 2016, 01:15 PM
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I'm so sorry for you, friend. I hope it looks up for you soon.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Feb 05, 2016, 03:23 PM
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You're putting way too much pressure on yourself. One thing at a time boo. Take care.
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Feb 05, 2016, 04:15 PM
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Feb 06, 2016, 12:08 AM
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Slept a lot last nite. Woke up few times but decided to go back to bed woke up at 2 and was ok today.
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