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#1
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Any plans? So far I have ordered Chinese takeout and I'm watching tv. I have to go to the mall and return some clothes at some point this weekend too. Hopefully I can get some cleaning done as well.
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Just working as usual.
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My husband is taking me to see Deadpool tomorrow. I'm excited because I've been feeling down and it's been almost a year since I've been to a movie.
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LorrieTorrie: Deadpool is a funny movie and I liked it... but be forewarned it's a lot of crude humor, overall a good movie nonetheless.
The gf and I got out of work early today and we hit up a comic book store across town (got a few Deadpool novels, a joker novel, and the first 3 comics of Lucifer) before hitting a headshop the gf wanted to check out their music section. Sadly, after a fun filled day tomorrow is a long day of work (probably won't get out till about 7 or 8) so I probably won't want to do much of anything. I'll try to get some reading and some writing in this weekend since Sunday is my only day to crash and relax with the gf.
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Hopefully a date night with my husband tomorrow night; it just depends on how I'm feeling. Otherwise, we will likely go to my inlaws tomorrow and my parents Sunday. Pretty laid back weekend and hopefully one that is for me, both gently and entirely healing of mind; and less exhausting and weary physically.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Well tonight I went out to dinner and saw a movie (The Witch) courtesy of my brother. It was nice to get out and do something fun for a change (and not have to pay!). Also, the movie was great... very very creepy and unsettling.
I also picked up a collection of old Aliens comics from the 80s, I'm looking forward to spending the afternoon going through that tomorrow.
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Enjoying not feeling depressed and being able to do anything I like, then not doing anything, just 'cause I can: don't feel the need to rush things before depression hits.
Stability is so much better with BP! At least if you have occasionally some of that, be thankful. And on top of that some euphoric mania: we must be blessed! Ok, there is that darker side and a frightening side to it, but you can't have your cake and eat it too. ![]()
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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No worker today. Just me and the fur babies.
Getting ready for excellent Costa Rican coffee. It's the best. May go to upstairs house and art studio to see if I feel inspired.
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Woke up before dh, so fed the zoo (6 parrots, 2 dogs, 2 cats, 1 tortoise). May find a movie for the kid and dh and me o watch. Board games? I'm always calm and chill in the mornings, so a nice day home reading sounds blissful. Talk to me in an hour when my happy energy and love of everyone and everything comes back.
Last edited by Roaming_bird; Feb 27, 2016 at 07:21 AM. Reason: grammar |
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Dreading the weekend. My wife, the dynamo, will probably have some chores I won't
be able to do. Fights are in the horizon. She's been on the phone since early morning. And me waiting for the storm. |
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#11
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Found jeans that fit, finally. Ate breakfast with the family, which won't help my jeans fit. Cleaning. Walking.
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dx: bipolar II wellbutrin citalopram lamotrigine |
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It's a beautiful sunny day, taking a short trip to see mil this afternoon, had lunch out and leaving shortly
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A friend is going to come home to talk and drink mate, then at night I'm going to see another friend play with his band
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Only that day dawns to which we are awake. — Henry David Thoreau |
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I need to clean, go grocery shopping, and take my Christmas tree down (I know lol).
So far all I've accomplished is binge watching Fuller House. Which is fairly decent btw. Better than I expected anyway. I'm thinking today will be a lazy day. |
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