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Old Apr 24, 2016, 08:03 PM
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I am a total loser and a worthless piece of trash. I cannot find one reason why, if there is a god, he makes me continue to exist on this planet.
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Old Apr 24, 2016, 08:22 PM
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(((((((((Lsswwdictb)))))))))
Awww now, you're not. Seems impossible to believe in this moment, but nontheless true.
This may not seem like much, but just yesterday I read something you wrote that was so very relateable and it made me feel not so alone.

If you hadn't been here, if you hadn't written it, it couldn't have impacted me. There's so much good you can do without even knowing it.

YOU do! And that refutes with fact what your brain is telling you right now.


(P.s. It wasn't even a post you'd suspect of being helpful! And yet it was! Goes to show...)
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Old Apr 24, 2016, 08:29 PM
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ahh the words of depression... right there with ya buddy... hope we both come out of it soon.
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I'm sorry you are wrestling with these demons. it does get better.
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I could have wrote your post myself. It sucks ***. Hang in there

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Old Apr 25, 2016, 10:35 AM
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Take a look at this... it may be of help. I complete this worksheet anytime I am in a struggle.

https://www.google.ca/url?sa=t&sourc...4ANRB4qec00TGA
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Old May 07, 2016, 11:24 AM
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How are you doing, Lsswwdictb?
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Old May 07, 2016, 04:57 PM
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I am a total loser and a worthless piece of trash. I cannot find one reason why, if there is a god, he makes me continue to exist on this planet.
You're a winner enduring depression. You really are a winner.

You must be worth something. If you weren't, it would be a lot easier to accept not living up to your potential. The more potential, the greater the pain.

As long as you have depression there is hope of achievement. But even if you achieve nothing, it matters not. As long as you try.

Part of it is accepting that there are times you don't reap, don't cash in, that nothing materialises. But you do get stronger by endurance. You can focus on your life after depression, prepare yourself for better times.

There's a time for everything. You just have less of a say in when you do what.

Stay determined: you can. Even if it feels like crawling, keep crawling.

It's really quite easy, just very hard.

Hope that makes sense. I am quite severely depressed but I am determined to use it, get better at it and endure it.
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Old May 07, 2016, 09:48 PM
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I cannot find one reason why, if there is a god, he makes me continue to exist on this planet.
get even with him .... fight tooth and nail ... get better just to spite him .... be well ... remember all thing go in a circle .... just hold on a liittle longer ....
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Old May 07, 2016, 10:20 PM
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I wish I knew exactly what to say. I've felt this way before many times. It's horrible. Please realize that you are worthwhile, you are precious. Only very sensitive ppl get very down like you are. I'm not religious but when I get that down I pray. I cry, I try and write out at least one positive thing about myself. I've attempted suicide 4 times. Not fun. Please remember feelings and moods pass and change. You are loved.
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Old May 07, 2016, 10:28 PM
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You're a winner enduring depression. You really are a winner.

You must be worth something. If you weren't, it would be a lot easier to accept not living up to your potential. The more potential, the greater the pain.

As long as you have depression there is hope of achievement. But even if you achieve nothing, it matters not. As long as you try.

Part of it is accepting that there are times you don't reap, don't cash in, that nothing materialises. But you do get stronger by endurance. You can focus on your life after depression, prepare yourself for better times.

There's a time for everything. You just have less of a say in when you do what.

Stay determined: you can. Even if it feels like crawling, keep crawling.

It's really quite easy, just very hard.

Hope that makes sense. I am quite severely depressed but I am determined to use it, get better at it and endure it.
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