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I am a total loser and a worthless piece of trash. I cannot find one reason why, if there is a god, he makes me continue to exist on this planet.
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(((((((((Lsswwdictb)))))))))
Awww now, you're not. Seems impossible to believe in this moment, but nontheless true. This may not seem like much, but just yesterday I read something you wrote that was so very relateable and it made me feel not so alone. If you hadn't been here, if you hadn't written it, it couldn't have impacted me. There's so much good you can do without even knowing it. YOU do! And that refutes with fact what your brain is telling you right now. ![]() ![]() ![]() (P.s. It wasn't even a post you'd suspect of being helpful! And yet it was! Goes to show...) |
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ahh the words of depression... right there with ya buddy... hope we both come out of it soon.
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Bipolar 1 with mixed and psychotic symptoms & ADHD Meds Latuda 120mg Lamictal 200mg Haldol 5mg (+5mg during mixed episodes) Vyvanse 40mg morning 20mg noon Benztropine 0.5mg |
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I'm sorry you are wrestling with these demons.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Hang in there
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I could have wrote your post myself. It sucks ***. Hang in there
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Hugs
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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Take a look at this... it may be of help. I complete this worksheet anytime I am in a struggle.
https://www.google.ca/url?sa=t&sourc...4ANRB4qec00TGA |
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How are you doing, Lsswwdictb?
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You must be worth something. If you weren't, it would be a lot easier to accept not living up to your potential. The more potential, the greater the pain. As long as you have depression there is hope of achievement. But even if you achieve nothing, it matters not. As long as you try. Part of it is accepting that there are times you don't reap, don't cash in, that nothing materialises. But you do get stronger by endurance. You can focus on your life after depression, prepare yourself for better times. There's a time for everything. You just have less of a say in when you do what. Stay determined: you can. Even if it feels like crawling, keep crawling. It's really quite easy, just very hard. Hope that makes sense. I am quite severely depressed but I am determined to use it, get better at it and endure it.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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I wish I knew exactly what to say. I've felt this way before many times. It's horrible. Please realize that you are worthwhile, you are precious.
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