[A Hobbit]

I haven't read the forums for a week or so. I visit less often when I am am not in a depression - and the last 1.5 months have been BAD: sitting in my room with the black-out curtains drawn and not doing any work (I'm self employed) kind of bad.

Now I'm out of the room, joking around with my wife, and crating (working) again. I'm even having FLOODS of exciting creativity again - though not at my peak hypomanic levels, by any means.

But I LOATHE leaving the house for any reason and I'm rather angry and agitated easily. And I'm hyper-critical of folk and feel that I am not really likable, or liked. I don't want to be around people.

Do you think it's just my anxiety getting the better of me?

I'm not on any medication, but have been getting better sleep thanks to Benadryl.

Could I still be in that depression?

[Victoria'smom]

could be agitated depression.