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May 27, 2016, 02:40 PM
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I realized this morning I don't really care if I live or die
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
 1278, Anonymous41403, Anonymous45023, Anonymous48850, UpDownMiddleGround, Victoria'smom, ~Christina
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May 27, 2016, 02:43 PM
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Is that a new thing? Hopefully things will get better for you.
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May 27, 2016, 02:46 PM
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@HALLIEBETH: Why is that, if you don't mind me asking?
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May 27, 2016, 02:59 PM
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It's new in that I've been doing week last couple months til last couple weeks and I've struggled mood wise.
I just don't care. I have no plan I dimply don't care if it happens
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May 27, 2016, 03:08 PM
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I care I like you.
 Hopfully your mood improves soon.
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May 27, 2016, 03:26 PM
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I can relate. I recently went through a depressive episode, and it *felt* mild (except for the anxiety and obsessions from hell), but when I had that same thought, I realized I was definitely in a depressive episode. If it continues or worsens, talk to your pdoc and T. You deserve to be happier and have joy in life. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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...Out of night and alarm Out of terrible dreams Reach me your hand! This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep: The white peace of the waking. ~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~ Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart  Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN |
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#7
May 27, 2016, 03:45 PM
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I mean, motivation to live is important but not having a very fixed idea of what you should achieve in life is also important. I don't care much about dying, but in the meantime I try to live towards a goal. If I don't succeed, so be it.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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May 27, 2016, 09:53 PM
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The " I dont care " happens It's part of the whole Bipolar joy ride.. You might need a tweek in meds ?
Ativan altho helps with anxiety it can cause a low grade depression that = the " I dont care " at times. So it's a tough one to balance. Loads of hugs
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May 28, 2016, 06:06 AM
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Halliebeth, I have felt this way before. Things always change for me eventually. Sometimes it takes longer than others. I agree with Christina when it comes to certain meds. Check in with your team. I hope things improve for you soon. I have periods of time that I check our forum a lot and other times that I don't come very often. When I come, I always see a post or two from you. I'd miss you if you were not here.
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May 28, 2016, 06:48 AM
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Thanks everyone
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