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just for a second- even a day would be something
emotionally draining night last night- and this morning have no energy at all and don't really want to be doing anything (well, resting, but that's not going to happen!) if time could just wait for me to catch up..... but it can't. it can't- and here i am, just about surviving going through the motions |
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![]() ![]() ![]() Hope you feel a bit of comfort soon |
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I know! I have often thought "If time could just STOP for a bit, a week, a day, an hour..." So relentless....
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I'm in the same boat. If the world would hold still I would be so releived. I know I'll get up and go through the motions but it compounds the bad feelings. (I feel like it should lessen them)
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Time kinda slows down when manic. The speed of thinking and perception are what makes time go faster or slower. The more psychotic, the slower time progresses.
Isn't it so? (I am very much in a "all I thought I knew, I doubt" kind of state, which is good I guess)
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