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Jun 07, 2016, 06:34 PM
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All day long if I could right now. I don't have words. I feel exposed, fragile, worthless. I wish I was never born; I wish I could drown myself in the self loathing I am living.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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#2
Jun 07, 2016, 06:38 PM
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You are definitely not worthless. I'm so sorry you are hurting. If I could hug you I would. More than likely these feelings you are having are chemical because of an imbalance. If you were not chemically imbalanced you would see that there is good things about yourself, worthy of love and respect.
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I'm bipolar 1, agoraphobic, ocd, and gad. Fairly happy go lucky. Prozac 20mg Geodon 80mg Saphris 10mg Lamictal 150mg All I can offer is my heartfelt honesty |
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Jun 07, 2016, 06:43 PM
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HUGS
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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#4
Jun 07, 2016, 06:56 PM
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The great thing about the internet is that it is limitless. So write a thousand posts if it helps. We're here and we care.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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#5
Jun 07, 2016, 07:08 PM
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You are not worthless and people here care about you.
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I traded it in for a whole 'nother world A pirate flag and an island girl |
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Jun 07, 2016, 10:26 PM
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If you truly believe these things, please seek professional help. Even if that means going to an ER so they can give you immediate care. I am so sorry you are going through so much pain.
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. The man who chases two rabbits, catches neither. - Confucius  Good for life: Work like a dog. Eat like a horse. Think like a fox. And play like a rabbit. - George Allen
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#7
Jun 07, 2016, 10:48 PM
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Write as much as you need. I'm so sorry you are going through this.
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#8
Jun 07, 2016, 10:51 PM
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Love you Cashhart!!! Sending big HUGE hugs through out cyberspace. Hang in there please. We all care so much. And I second go to the ER if you can't keep yourself safe. xx
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD  "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
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Jun 07, 2016, 10:52 PM
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I'm sorry you are going through such a tough time.
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Lactimal 175 mg Pristiq 100 mg Gabapentin 1800 mg Klonopin 1mg. Major depression Social anxiety disorder |
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#10
Jun 08, 2016, 04:16 AM
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How are you doing today? |
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#11
Jun 08, 2016, 09:48 AM
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I've been reading your threads & you're going through a lot personally. Write away, Christina; venting can help us let off a bit of steam, even if it doesn't make us feel much better immediately.
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#12
Jun 08, 2016, 02:31 PM
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Quote:
I then had my second visit with vocational rehab and was advised that I will receive help to find me a job suitable to my needs and not too stressful. The case worker told me that I can get a job as soon or as far away as possible. I am terrified of getting a job. Terrified! I am so freightened about the future. I can't tell if I am hallucinating or if my senses are reliable. That alone has my stress sky rocketing.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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