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Old Jun 24, 2016, 08:40 PM
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I feel like I'm a drug lord

I've amassed quite a collection of drugs already, and I've only started this journey in September of last year (1 month after my Dx).

So, my fellow BP drug lords, what do you currently have in your cartel supply? Or do you automatically flush any drugs you don't need?

Me:
Latuda (various doses)
Lamictal (various doses)
Ativan
Gabapentin
Lexapro (various doses)
Lipitor
Abilify
Adderall XR

I don't flush anything

P.S. No drug distribution/trading! Keep your supplies to yourselves. This thread is purely for bragging about your supplies
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Old Jun 24, 2016, 09:00 PM
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Lol I have Latuda 20 40 bunch of 60s as I'm revisiting that dosage and 80. Zoloft which was a failed experiment. Wellbutrin which added to anxiety. Brintellix which did ****. Couple bottles of klonopin and some ibuprofen.
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Old Jun 24, 2016, 09:02 PM
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I have in my possession;
Lamictal
Abilify (different doses)
Latuda (60mg Ieft over, no longer on it)

It's not much, but it's what I have, I flushed everything else, for certain reasons...
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Old Jun 24, 2016, 09:02 PM
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Old Jun 24, 2016, 09:06 PM
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Lucky dog. I got out of the shrink with a prescription. Filled in the same afternoon.
That same night I was doing junk.

What I got is of street value. Adderall and xanax. Will never sale those. They may come handy at certain stages of my condition. For instance, I feeling a little underpar. Adderall.
Can't sleep more than 4 hrs, xanax.
Other than that, I have tons of trazodone that I'll take back to the pharmacy in hopes of 10 cents on the dollar. But I know it won't happen. Hopefully I won't have to pay a disposal fee.
Ah, some Lamotrigine too. I'm not taking anymore. But that's pocket change.
Oh, some Ambien CR too. Also junk.
I guess the list goes on. Althought according to my new shrinkette, "I haven't been in many medicines."
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Old Jun 24, 2016, 09:09 PM
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Too many to remember off the top of my head. I will try to get them all together and list later. I have them in several places as well as a big bag I need to drop off somewhere for proper disposal.
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Old Jun 24, 2016, 09:33 PM
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I once lumped all my leftover meds together in a baggy and sent them to a place that would dispose of them. Another time the cop shop had a drop off for all old meds. That was a bit of a paranoid issue though. Now I just have what I use

Latuda 3 different doses
Lamictal just the one dose
Ambien (I kinda hord those)
Propranolol I went from 3 an day to 2 a day so I've extra
Cholesterol drug
Thyroid drug

I feel like a druggy when I go though the airport, I get all my drugs three months at a time so the bottles are big
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Old Jun 24, 2016, 09:49 PM
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Besides what I'm actually taking, all I've got is some old Zoloft that I can't take anyway because it made me hypo. I do occasionally think about taking it when I get really depressed. I think maybe it will bump me up. But increasing the Lamictal pretty much does that too, and is approved by my pdoc, so I can just do that instead. I don't know why I'm still keeping the Zoloft.
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Old Jun 24, 2016, 10:31 PM
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God rid my meds a few months back but now I have a mother load again;

seroquel
Propanonol
Clonazepam
Saphris
Latuda
Olanzapine
Lamotrigine
Thyroxine
Lithium

Just started two more meds but stopping due to SJS rash...they are not sure which med cause it.

Not on them all, thank God, but you can see my current meds below.
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Old Jun 24, 2016, 10:33 PM
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I just got rid of $18000 worth of Seroquel. It was the most expensive thing I had in my house.
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Old Jun 24, 2016, 10:43 PM
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lamictal, gabapentin, propranolol, haldol, trazodone, now invega (lucky me)

nothing exciting
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Old Jun 24, 2016, 11:13 PM
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lamictal, gabapentin, propranolol, haldol, trazodone, now invega (lucky me)

nothing exciting
and meows!
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Old Jun 24, 2016, 11:20 PM
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Mine are listed in my signature. I have a lot of meds that I used to take but have changed to the ones below. I need to go to my local pharmacy - they will take my old meds and dispose of them.
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Old Jun 25, 2016, 01:28 AM
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Never flush psych meds it's toxic for the world
It.was.literally an impulse thing, it was either that or try to harm myself again. This was back in March when I did that. Stupid thing to do I know.
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Old Jun 25, 2016, 01:38 AM
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geodon
lamictal
klonipin .5mg and 1mg that I have saved for times like tonight when I can't sleep.

zyprexa for emergency
left over haldol from 20 years ago, should throw that away.
seroquel too.
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Old Jun 25, 2016, 10:33 PM
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It.was.literally an impulse thing, it was either that or try to harm myself again. This was back in March when I did that. Stupid thing to do I know.

Aww I am sorry ,, I really meant that as a joke.. I am glad you flushed them and stayed safe
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Old Jun 25, 2016, 11:21 PM
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Lamictal, Buspar, Tegretol, hctz, Gabapentin, Geodon, Saphris, Seroquel, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin, Lorazepam, Celexa, Paxil, Lexapro, Depakote, Prozac, Lisinopril, Atenolol, Cozaar, Prilosec, Sertraline, Requip, Amantadine, Trazodone,Abilify

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Old Jun 26, 2016, 12:09 AM
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Aww I am sorry ,, I really meant that as a joke.. I am glad you flushed them and stayed safe
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Old Jun 26, 2016, 12:11 AM
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I currently have in my arsenal:

Haldol
Benztropine
Propranonal
Klonopin

Nothing to go "oooo" over but it keeps me outta trouble!
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Old Jun 26, 2016, 01:50 AM
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We maybe drug lords in a different sense of the word (since we make no money off of them)- since 90% of these drugs aren't recreational our market is very small, and since they are so damn expensive, our margins would be non existent. Maybe drug conissuers would be a better term haha!
I'm a low level drug sommelier-
Abilify
Flaunpxol
Lamictal
Lexapro
Sereoquel
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Old Jun 26, 2016, 02:49 AM
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I have
geodon
trazodone
seroquel XR 300 mg
seroquel 100 mg
lamictal
resperidone
abilify
concerta
ritalin

Now here's a serious question: How does one get rid of old meds?? I was told to flush them under absolutely no circumstance but not given another way to get rid of them
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Old Jun 26, 2016, 03:00 AM
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I have
geodon
trazodone
seroquel XR 300 mg
seroquel 100 mg
lamictal
resperidone
abilify
concerta
ritalin

Now here's a serious question: How does one get rid of old meds?? I was told to flush them under absolutely no circumstance but not given another way to get rid of them
Most pharmacy's will dispose of your meds safely for you
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Old Jun 26, 2016, 05:57 AM
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I have
prozac
topamax
cymgem
effexor
abilify
geoden
cipralex
urbanol
trazadone
lamictal
risperdal
seroquel
and 2 other antidepressants I can't remember the name of that I have accumulated in the past 2 years
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Old Jun 26, 2016, 06:26 AM
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I had a collection.
Xanax, pristiq, lithium, seroquel, Prozac, cymbalta (from years ago) & various smaller amounts of all kinds of benzodiazepines (diazepam, nitrazepam, temazapam, oxazepam, lorazepam, midazolam, plus z drugs stillnox & zopiclone), & some painkillers (endone, OxyContin, tramadol, codiene preparations). Can't say every single one was prescribed by a Dr.
I had been collecting all my discontinued meds but I got rid of them a month ago or so.
Now I only have my prescribed zoloft, stelazine, klonopin & I kept the seroquel for emergencies.
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Old Jun 26, 2016, 06:32 AM
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I just got rid of $18000 worth of Seroquel. It was the most expensive thing I had in my house.
That's incredible! In Australia we do not pay anywhere near that much for medications & still people struggle!
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