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Old Aug 13, 2016, 04:03 AM
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Beneath my good intentions, lies my malevolence - my nature.

For the false peace I seek, I cherish hell in others.
For every breath I take, my demons live longer.
I shall fall in peace, for others live unburdened
By the disguised yet haunting evil that I fostered.

I grow tired of hurting others, hurting without even the intention to.
Because beneath the colored mask that I so carefully designed,
There is everything to hate, yet so little left to love.
"I am good, I am bliss, I am innocent" -
Those are merely tales that hold no truth,
A disgraceful pursuit
To hide my destructive, wrecked nature.

I exist, therefore others suffer.
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Old Aug 13, 2016, 06:02 AM
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Wow...

This truly touched mee deeply. Thank you.

I often feel so allone in feeling this way. Always hurting others without the intention of hurting them. Hating myself for doing the horrible things I am doing and doing everything in my power to change.

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Old Aug 13, 2016, 08:11 AM
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This is very powerful. Thank you for sharing.
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Old Aug 13, 2016, 08:39 AM
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I am sorry for your pain.

Thank you for sharing!


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Old Aug 13, 2016, 08:43 AM
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Thank you for sharing! Very powerful.
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Old Aug 13, 2016, 10:44 AM
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