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Oct 08, 2016, 07:03 PM
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My boyfriend hadn't texted me much today and I instantly thought he was cheating. I have felt very hypomanic these past few days so the depression hit very hard. I was convinced he was cheating, accused him of it over the phone while crying. I got in such a state I self harmed a lot. I feel so drained. I'm so sick of this, I don't even know if my thoughts are real anymore.
He wasn't very supportive though. I mean, he laughs when I accuse him of cheating. He doesn't take things very seriously. I don't think he realises how ill I've become. I'm so alone. |
 Anonymous59125, Crazy Hitch, HALLIEBETH87, mindwrench, MusicLover82, OctobersBlackRose, shortandcute, Unrigged64072835, wares1ge, wildflowerchild25
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Oct 09, 2016, 12:10 AM
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Do you have a therapist and pdoc? Do they know about the self-harm and other issues? Please stay safe and take care of yourself. HUGS!!
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Oct 09, 2016, 12:22 AM
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Oct 09, 2016, 01:19 AM
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I'm sorry you feel so alone right now. That is such a terrible feeling. We are here if you need us, don't be afraid to post. We might not be able to fix the problem, but we can do our best to support you through it. (((Hugs)))
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Oct 09, 2016, 10:01 AM
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Thanks guys I have a pdoc buy no therapist yet. Just feel very alone
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Oct 09, 2016, 12:15 PM
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Sorry that you are in a rough space.
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Oct 09, 2016, 02:35 PM
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Do you have someone that can come be with you....a friend? When I feel low it helps me to talk to my best friend. I'm not sure if you have one. I try to use mine when it's really bad.
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