[Espurr1989]

Last night I was having irrational thoughts. I took my medicine last night. I did fall asleep last night but I woke up a few times. This morning I told my husband I did not want to go to work. He told me I had already missed time this week because of getting my wisdom tooth out so I had to go. My mother in law brought me here. When I got here all the clients were asking me how I was and trying to talk to me. I could not handle more stimulation. I went into my office and started sobbing. My coworker came in and tried to make me feel better and told me not to give up. She has bipolar too. Then the group started playing loud music and doing a dance off. I had to move outside to the smoke tent but now it is starting to rain and thunder. I don't know what to do. Someone please help me.

[Unrigged64072835]

Sorry, I don't have any advice but want to give you a hug.

[Espurr1989]

I called my doctor's office and they told me to call my therapist. I got a voicemail and I left my number. I texted my boss and my professor to let them know what is going on. My boss has not answered. My professor is out of town, but she sent me some calming posts on Pintrest. My mom tested me earlier about something and I answered right back that I am having an anxiety attack right now. She didn't respond. She doesn't believe that I have bipolar and wasn't at the ER when I was psychotic in 2014. I think my only option left is to wait for my husband to come pick me up. He left class that is 45 minutes away. All I can do is wait for something to happen.