I keep getting into various electronics things. I get fixated on following through with a matter an fixing it right now!!!

It would take me 20 minutes to fix these typos. Sorry aboaut them.

The two main ones are that my new cell phone keeps quitting to work. I've spent 2 monthts talking to the phone represtnatvies. It isn't them I objectg to - it's that they don't have the proper system/s to fix the enormous number of recurring problems. A rep fixes one thing, and another stops, etc etc

The other main thing is WordPress, where I have a website for my music and musician friends. I keep havaing "good ideas" or "imprvements" I want to do, then can't figure out the forum instructons.

But I think the major problem is my meds. I'm terribly agitated, angry, and just really messed up. I want to call two people (one business, one my partner) but am waiting, watting and waiting for my pdoc to call me back and tellme whath to donext.

The clinic has no appointments open till after the 21st of Nov.\

F***k, S****t, C***p and all the things I uselally do not way. Everything in my life is doing fine -- really! Housing, money matters, my b/f, my sister, brother, cats....its ME that's all f---d up. I am filled with major hatred of these problems -- the electronic ones. I can't get rid of the cell phone -- I decided the day before yesterday to do that, and turned it off, but then remembered i need it to call a taxi if I'm out somewhere loaded down with stuff on my back. I take public trasit and no longe rdrive.

Due mostly to meds, it's been a Summer from Hell, and it is continuing, now, into an Autumn from Hell.

((((Flowerbells)))))

[Wander]

Really hope you can get in contact with your pdoc. A week is too long to wait while feeling so awful. I get obsessive when manic/mixed. it is a very uncomfortable feeling. Is there any activities you can do that help you calm down?