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Before six o clock every day I take all my knock out drugs,
I find sleep far more appealing than being awake. Starting to get in trouble at work for being off so much, but I simply cannot face the day. Spent so much money on clinics, 1000's but they don't help...... I wish someone could help me!
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We buy things we dont need with money we dont have, to impress people we dont like.. - Fight club Nothing in my life has ever made me want to commit suicide more than people's reactions to me try to commit suicide. - Emily Autumn Bipolar 1 ADHD Major depression |
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So you are taking your night meds during the day to escape the realities of life? Sounds like you are depressed and need to discuss a med alteration with your doctor. (((Hugs))) when I'm depressed I try to escape through sleep too. (((More hugs)))
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I do this when I'm depressed. I'm sorry you're feeling this way.
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Yes I've taken my seroquel at 8am to escape the day. Last time I did it is when the cops were here for domestic and my bf got in trouble. Things were really really bad. I took my night meds with a few beers and slept it off. Drinking at 8am. Done that many times.
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I sometimes dont even bother getting up, I "work from home" while lying in bed with my computer on my lap, I guess that's why they call it a laptop hehehe
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I haven't done much today except grocery shop. My friend left his phone at his sister's and of course we can't get together now. I've been in bed all afterniin
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Yeah , I hate being bipolar, it's flipping fantastic
![]() Jack Daniels is my new best friend, we go everywhere together, I have caught myself starting during at 7am. Shrink booked me off for a few days, so it was uncle Jack and 300mg of seroquel, then I'd wake up around 3pm, and take the proper 600mg with more whiskey along with the other meds and off to sleep again... There's more to life surely! My pdoc says I must exercise, do this and that and the next thing, but to be perfectly honest, I find it floofing hard to get out of bed in the morning.... Back to work today, so no self medication..... ![]()
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We buy things we dont need with money we dont have, to impress people we dont like.. - Fight club Nothing in my life has ever made me want to commit suicide more than people's reactions to me try to commit suicide. - Emily Autumn Bipolar 1 ADHD Major depression |
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