Okay guys, I am back. i was gone for a few weeks, travelling to Chile, had an amazing time, stable, doing good except for three depressed days when I wanted to jump off the balcony. I think now hypo is coming back. I am up until late, drinking, I know I have to go to work tomorrow, I don't care about eating, lost some Kilos even though I have always been slim, can't sleep, thoughts racing. Went to the therapist today, they confirmed the last diagnosis cyclothymia/bipolar NOS and said my metabolism really seemed out of Control. Great. I feel good but I know that Feeling that good will take me nowwhere.
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