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Old Dec 26, 2016, 06:04 PM
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I AM happy and in a pretty good mood but dealing with overwhelming anxiety tonight. I feel sick with it.
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Old Dec 26, 2016, 06:21 PM
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I hate anxiety.
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Old Dec 26, 2016, 06:53 PM
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What are your usual coping mechanisms?
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Old Dec 26, 2016, 07:24 PM
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Having a panic attack I. Walmart
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Old Dec 26, 2016, 09:44 PM
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Geesh I panicked all through Walmart. I'm home and have in and took Ativan. I'm overwhelmed and want nothing more than to shut down completely

But I can't
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Old Dec 26, 2016, 11:08 PM
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Walmart does that to me even on good days!
I tried Walmart online and loved it. No driving. No shopping cart. No people.
Just pick out everything you need.
They go find it at Walmart and pack in big boxes. Nice zip lock bags around some things too. Then it shows up on your porch. Sweet!
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Old Dec 27, 2016, 09:13 AM
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It wasn't Walmart. I have so much going on and stress. I cited myself to sleep.
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Old Dec 27, 2016, 12:48 PM
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I'm still having crying spells. I just wanna lay in bed and I
Hide from the world so I am. Im nothing to DBT today because I can't stop crying long enough. Why is it so hard
To get treatment for mental health?
It's a privilege to get it.

I sure hate everything . I'm feeling very depressed the last few
Days but more so today and I can't afford to see my psychiatrist.
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Old Dec 27, 2016, 04:59 PM
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Today sucks!!!!!!!!!
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Old Dec 27, 2016, 05:30 PM
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All my love and peace to you, my friend.
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I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

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Old Dec 27, 2016, 06:32 PM
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I can't stop crying. No amount of positive thinking is stopping the spells.
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Old Dec 27, 2016, 06:35 PM
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Sending hugs...I'm so sorry you feel so bad!!
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Old Dec 27, 2016, 06:36 PM
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Oh HALLIEBETH87, I'm so sorry. I've been through crying times. I have a big hug for you if you want it and hope you feel better soon.
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Old Dec 27, 2016, 08:46 PM
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Things just keep getting worse. I don't qualify for extra help on my meds next year. Which means my Latuda is at least $45 a month and I can barely afford my meds now as it is.

Idk what I'm going to do. Latuda helps me so much. I JUST found out today and so il have a months worth and I'll have to stop it.

Idk what I'm going to do
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Old Dec 27, 2016, 11:05 PM
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Hugs, hallie.
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Old Dec 28, 2016, 01:44 AM
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(((Hugs))).

"Blah" pretty much sums up how I've been feeling lately. I've been having crying spells lately out of nowhere, no motivation, can't find interest in anything, and just feel depressed and anxious overall. I hate having that fear of things continuing to get worse. I really feel for you.

I wonder if there's a pdoc that offers free samples for Latuda that you can go to? My pdoc actually has been wanting to try Latuda for me, but I ran into the problem where it isn't an option because of the money. However, there are pdocs out there who do get lots of samples.

I hope you and your pdoc work towards a solution around this barrier and most importantly, that you feel better soon. Take care of yourself.
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Old Dec 28, 2016, 11:14 AM
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I finally got ahold of his PA and she's gonna save samples for me to get an extra three weeks of meds. Bc I have Medicare it's iffy but she is gonna try to get me help from the drug company's. She's getting the paperwork ready for me to come fill out my portion.

It's a chance. Who knows.
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Old Dec 28, 2016, 03:20 PM
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Hallie Beth..I am RIGHT where you are today. I am pretty =much unable to function today. I am numb. Catatonic almost. It is too much, and nothing I am doing is woring to help me feel better.

You're not alone. I am having an exceptionallly horrible day too
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